❝ these aren't my goodbye notes, treat them more like a letter of love. ❞ ↣ in which a girl writes letters to everyone to read after she goes. ↣ trigger warning - talks of suicide, self harm, etc.

Holly Maddison Decker, 15 and lost. Sweet, kind, quiet, shy and observant. Abused at an orphanage, she is taught that she is worth nothing and will never amount to anything. What happens when a group of boys from YouTube called the Sidemen visit the orphanage to find a kid to take care of? What happens when KSI adopts a fifteen year old girl in hopes of finding a new family? Will Holly learn to adapt to his lifestyle or crack under the pressure?

𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐈 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝. COMPLETED

𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠. 𝐒𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔, 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘. COMPLETED

one had gone and the rest were falling apart. - warning: this book will have mentions of suicide and depression, please don't read this if it's going to trigger anything. you've been warned. - luxjzl; 12.08.16 completed; 12.09.16