she hid her pain so beautifully, no one noticed until it was too late. la douleur exquise (n.) - the heart wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone that is unattainable in which jaehyun likes your friend, but not you. jaehyun x reader

✸ nct huang renjun fanfiction ❝ well, except for her library in her wattpad, i guess you can say everything about her is innocent ❞ ⇝ ⇝ ⇝ ⇝ ⇝ started: october 20, 2019 published: april 10, 2020 ended: june 17, 2020 book 1/4 of the sun series, the first collection of 00 liner stories of nct dream by @injunniez [ note: pls looking back this is quite cringy so ignore some phrases. i wasn't good at writing yet ]

[Completed!] book #1 in "cordelia" series I would be lying if I said I didn't yearned for you. But I don't think you ever felt the same way. 'friends' let's keep it that way, I'd rather not ruin this image between us. Let's keep on lying to each other just for this relationship to be stable. Telling the truth was never an option, or was it? The fun times we had together; I never wanted to ruin that. "𝐢 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲." i wish i could think the same way Renjun.. "𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐛 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐬𝐡!𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 y/n." "𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘... 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉." [Sorry for any grammatical and spelling errors]

{ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ} 'ɴᴄᴛ ᴍᴀꜰɪᴀ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ' ʙᴏᴏᴋ 1 • ᴍᴀꜰɪᴀ ᴀᴜ* ... "Hey, you! Come back here!" "What the fuck do you want!?" The said boy growled as he panted while eyeing the girl with his usual terrifying eyes. "You ran into me and cracked my phone! Pay me!" The girl shouted as she felt impatient. "Why would I?" He came to her smirking. Hearing her uneven breaths led him to snatch her phone away from her hand, throwing it onto the ground. He then smashed it with his right foot leaving the girl speechless and dumbfounded. She gave him a deadly look before shoving him away, gasping at the sight of her broken phone. Getting up, she slapped the boy and punched him many times until the boy had enough and pushed her into the wall hard, making her gasp. He leaned on the said girl and her breath hitched more due to their closeness. She hid her embarrassment and showed her angry side despite the nervousness while the boy licked his bottom lip. "I could shoot you dead right here you know?" "Then do it."

"If you really want to kill me, let me suffocate between your thighs." If tutoring Jaehyun is impossible, then math was never really hard at all. -- ⚠️ Definitely an 18+ book ⚠️ Started: September 2020 Completed: ?? © JunsKookie|2020-2024

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