Elyssa Bellman has always felt like an outcast. She would hear her friends talk about experiences they've had, urges they've felt, that she simply cannot understand. But she wasn't totally alone. She did have one good friend in middle school before her family moved to LA. Now fresh out of college, she starts to believe that maybe she's unlovable, that she's broken, that nobody will want her because she doesn't want them to have her body. There's a piece of her missing, she knows, but what she doesn't know is what exactly that piece is and where to find it. Until she runs into a certain someone, someone she's known before, with faded blue hair and eyes that shine two different shades. ((cover made by my lovely friend @GayAtTheCabaret))

Toxic Rock, one of the most fearless Killjoys out there. Doctor D always talked about her. Some of the Killjoys even have a bounty on her - not for her death, but to get her on their team. Toxic "Tox" prefered to work alone. She was an only child before BLI took over, so she was used to making it on her own. When she gets into a tussle with the infamous Fabulous Four, things play out against her favor.

"The last time i felt so much peace with someone i got my heart ripped out and thrown back at me like a baseball heading straight to the batter so that it can get knocked out of the park and forgotten somewhere. It's like I'm the umpire. Watching, waiting, knowing that it's going to happen but i can't stop it. I won't stop it. You cause that. Have you ever felt that? Have you ever felt powerless?" • #1 Waterparks Fanfic 4/7/19 • #1 Awsten Knight tag 4/13/19 • #1 Punk rock tag 4/15/19 • #1 Double Dare tag 4/25/19

~ Let's be lucky people together ~ 🖤Samantha Starling is the singer of the band "Shadow webs" and her band will be performing in warped tour 2018. 💙Awsten Knight is the singer of the band "Waterparks" and his band will be performing in warped tour 2018. -She just needed a a bit of luck for once, and he just wanted a bit of honesty for once- ----------------------- Won second place for "best storyteller of the summer" parx awards 2020 Won second place for "Fan Favorite OC" (Samantha Starling) parx awards 2020 Won second place for "Best Sidekick" (Nicole) parx 2020 The beautiful cover was made by the amazing @niko_taegi 🖤💚 English is not my first language so please forgive me for any mistakes✨