Billie gets confused at her own emotions which lead to her breaking things off with her lover Y/n. Billie isn't good at addressing her emotions, let alone telling someone she truly loves how she feels. She thinks blocking people out is the answer to everything. What happens when Y/n won't just shrug off Billie's absence? Y/n wants the truth and the truth she will get, she will soon find out the once love of her life's sneaky behavior. What happens when Y/n meets someone other than Billie who makes her heart flutter? Will she continue putting up with Billie's ways...or will this new lover catch her by surprise? This book is full of twist in turns it's best to sit down buckle your seatbelt and prepare for the ride.

Y/n finally got into the college she's been dreaming of for so long, it was like a dream come true for her...or so she thought. Her roommate Billie Eilish makes things complicating for Y/n, you see Billie is all about the college parties and slacking in majority of her classes. Billie wants to bust Y/n out of her shell and show her how to have a good time, Will Billie be able to push past Y/n's boundaries...? What would happen if one finds herself falling for the other...? What happens when secrets spill and trust is lost?

Billie struggles with being severely introverted, what will happen when Y/n comes into her life? Will she break Billie's walls down? Or will Billie cut her off completely...what happens when Billie starts showing interest? What Y/n doesn't know is Billie's dating past. What will she think when the secrets spill out?

- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail. - "Aren't they already full of unconventional states of mind?" I ask tilting my head one sided, softly caressing her arm with my fingers, just one followed by the other one. Teasing the Hell out of her is my passion mixed up with the ungodly pleasure she uses to give me. Such an addictive type of love. Christine, a bartender moving out to Highland-park, learns about Billies existence. They get off on the wrong foot from the first beginning not for more but Billie's tendency of expressing her rough emotions through loud music at 3 am, causing Chris headaches. They learn how easygoing life can be after they taste each other's dreams, state of minds, experiences and bodies. It turns out Billie is hiding something from Christine. Billie - g!p girlxgirl Contains sexual/smut content along with suicide mentions Read @ your own risk. start: 11.02.2021 #3 in billie - 24.02.2021 #2 in billieeilish - 26.02.2021 #12 in lgbt - 11.04.2022 #28 in girl - 28.02.2021 #20 in gxg - 11.04.2022 cover: @me