"I didn't mean to hurt you. I could never hurt you." He whispers into my neck. I stroke the back of his head with careful fingers, chin resting lightly atop his skull. "I know." I soothe, pulling him closer still. Sobs escape from his chest, rattling his shoulders in an unsteady rhythm. In that moment, my heart breaks for him and all the terrible things this life has done. It breaks for the guilt and the ghosts swimming in his mind, the person he was never allowed to become. It's not fair. ***** Nyx Nelson, or agent 184, is one of Hydra's best assets - not that she wants to be. With her parents murdered in front of her very eyes at age five, she's been tortured and experimented on for fourteen years. Suddenly her miserable life is turned upside down when the Avengers try to capture her, needing the information she can supply on a set of stolen blueprints for America's next weapon of mass destruction. Offered the deal of a lifetime by Tony Stark, she agrees. But Nyx's emotions are in for an even bigger surprise when she runs into the ghost that has been haunting her dreams for the past five years - The Winter Soldier. At first she does everything she can to avoid the super soldier, who brings back memories she has shut out for years. However, their relationship starts to change as they both realise there is more to the other than meets the eye, with more in common than they thought. Forced to work together in a bid to take down Hydra once and for all, can the two also help each other heal from their shared trauma? Or will their ghosts end up consuming them? ***** All of the characters belong to marvel/Sony apart from Nyx and a few others. The plot, however, is mine though it is inspired by the MCU films. I also don't own the cover art, which I found on Pinterest. Rankings: 1st in Cap - 15.03.21 1st in buckybarnes - 15.03.21 1st in spiderman - 20.03.21 2nd in Avengers - 22.03.21 1st in jamesbuchananbarnes - 26.03.21

"You know, for a Stark, you're not as annoying as I imagined." "You've imagined things about me, Barnes?" "Oh, I've imagined a whole lot of things about you, Stark." best rankings no.1 in #captainamerica no.1 in #stark no.1 in #buckybarnes no.1 in #sebastianstan no.6 in #tonystark

"A gift." One guard says to someone else in the room as he leaves. I groan in pain and scrunch myself into a ball, squeezing my eyes shut. Seconds later I hear shuffling and then someone is beside me. "Y/N?" Asks a voice. No- Bucky's voice. My whole body relaxes and I let out a soft breath. He's ok. ════ ⋆★⋆ ════ Staying together has always been the most important thing to Y/N Rogers. After the death of her mother left her an orphaned 15-year-old, her friendship with her older brother Steve and best friend Bucky mattered more than ever. She latched onto them, finding some bittersweet solace in their closeness. In turn, they finished raising her. The three were inseparable. Even now, six years later, nothing has changed. So when Bucky and Steve both leave to fight in the war the last thing she's going to do is stay in Brooklyn. Nothing's too far if it keeps their trio together. Not leaving everything she knows behind, not shoving down feelings she's refused to acknowledge for years, not even risking her life time and time again. It's the kind of commitment fueled by an infinite amount of love, but guaranteed to end in disaster, every single time. BOOK ONE IN THE EDELWEISS SERIES BOOK TWO: I WATCHED THE SKY CRUMBLE - #1 in hydra (7/5/21) - #1 in marvelsmut (8/7/21) - #5 in hurtcomfort (8/2/21) - #5 in marvelfanfiction (8/2/21) - #12 in buckybarnes (8/7/21) CONTENT WARNINGS: graphic torture, violence, death, loss of identity, themes surrounding sexual assault and predatory sexual behavior between adults, sexual themes, brief anxiety, PTSD, smut, ANGST, swearing. Please feel free to point out typos! (Just be polite about it)- also please keep in mind before passing judgment that this entire book was written over the course of my 8th grade school year Started - October 2020 Finished - July 2021 (Being edited) All characters and events (other than ones of my own creation) belong to Marvel.

He had two choices; leave her and let her die or take her with him and give her a life he wouldn't wish on anyone. This story is a Bucky x OC story. I've literally had this story in my head for years and I finally decided to write it. This story is going to move quicker in the beginning since I have a lot of back story to give before we get to the good stuff!

𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗟𝗬 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗥𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡/𝗥𝗘𝗪𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘 𝗔𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝟯/𝟭𝟰/𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟱 (𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗼𝗹𝘁𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻...) epiphany (n.) a moment of sudden and great revelation or realization. following a tortured past, bucky barnes and lucy pierce must work out their differences and use their old chemistry against new opponents. started: may 04, 2021 completed: january 02, 2022 #5 in woman (6/24/2021) #40 in marvelcomics (7/29/21) [The Falcon and The Winter Soldier, Season One, 2021]

▪AVAILABLE ON TUMBLR! @lovelyysiriuss In a dystopian universe, individuals cannot experience color until they meet their soulmate. Black and white is solely what familiarizes them. A burst of color explodes the world around them when facing their kindred spirit. Their soul, mind, body, and spirit are finally intact. As if they were reborn. Kismet, one would say. Though, for her, it is serendipity--a fortunate accident. Incredibly certain that she met the one, she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. She loves him, adores him, cares for him--as does he. Fatefully, on their wedding day, she encounters his best friend. Their gazes meet, welcoming the chromatic colors. Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader / Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Inspo: a series on TikTok by @serenaivory of the same name. ▪the cover is not mine. ▪none of the gifs used in this book belong to me. ▪none of the characters, other than Y/N, belong to me. credits to MCU. ☞ lovelysiriuss | 2021-

The Avengers go on vacation when pent up feelings are finally released between Bucky and Y/N. What will their future together bring?.. Bucky & Y/N I'm bad at descriptions :)

"𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐁𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲...𝐖𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭?" Discontinued

Isla Austen is just one of many young, ambitious, optimistic and hopeful college students who move to New York to find themselves and become their own person. Bucky Barnes is a scarred broken man who is haunted by the demons of his past, wishing nothing but to make peace with himself again and find his place in the world. Now what if the girl who's full of light and dreams meets the hurt man who's filled with darkness and nightmares?

Ex hydra assassin turned avenger. Powers of unthinkable proportion. You. HIGHEST RANKING: #1 IN BUCKYBARNS #1 IN WANDA #1 IN SCARLETWITCH #1 IN VISION #1 IN WINTERSOLDIER #1 IN HULK #2 IN BUCKY #3 IN CAPTAINAMERICA