Draco Malfoy doesn't believe in love. He can't love. He doesn't understand love. To him love is forbidden. However when a magical new girl appears in third year something in him changes, but Draco doesn't quite understand. Will he be able to work it out ? Was he falling for this girl ? No. Surely he couldn't be. Could he ? (Warning: Contains smut, swearing and topics people may find triggering, including self harm)