Jay McGuiness has suffered over half of his life with schizophrenia. He has the terrible struggle of deciding what's real and what's a hallucination. Especially since het Nathan Sykes, to this day he still doesn't know if he's real or a trick. Most tell Jay that he's an illusion, but Jay likes to believe that he's real.

Lycia's boyfriend, Nathan and his four friends have a really dark secret. Once Lycia finds out, she doesn't know whether to be afraid of them or accept them for what they are. Nathan on the other hand is deciding whether or not to erase her mind of this chaos or not.

It all starts when Jay gets into a serious car accident and is stuck in a coma. Nathan battles between his feelings for Jay and going on tour. Things don't look too good.

'"I love you Nathan"I whispered. Nathan looked down and then back up at me, as if unsure of what to say. "I...umm...gotta go." And he dashed out of the room as quickly as possible. I guess Nathan didn't feel the same way.' The bromance between Jay and Nathan was always so strong. Jay was pretty protective of Nathan, probably because he was the youngest. While Nathan has secret feelings for him, Jay is confused at what to do. A gay relationship between the two could tear the band apart and ruin their careers. But does Jay have secret feelings for Nath?

Nathan Sykes is a broken boy, hiding behind an arrogant facade. He moved away from everything when he was only eighteen because of the scars left by his hometown. London was a new start for him and his best friend, though they never dropped their faults and problems. A few years later, someone new moves to London. Jay McGuiness. He was shunned away from his family and friends because of who he was. When the two boys meet on a drunken night, a special bond in formed. But what happens when both boys fall for each other? And what happens when life doesn't seem to want to work in their favor? **ON GOING** **PROBABLY CONTAINS ERRORS AND MISTAKES THAT WILL BE FIXED LATER** ~ Co-write with @Jessica_in_reality and @SmellsLikeJaythan ~

Nathan used to be a happy and energetic person that was until his mum and sister died in a house fire. He moved to London to live with his family friend Tom, He meets Jay a person that reminds Nathan of how he was before his mum's and sister's death. They immediately become best friends. Jay slowly but surely brings Nathan back to his bubbly self, but what happens when they fall for each other.

Life is never easy... well at least not for the famous Nathan Sykes. Something terrible happened to him and turned his world upside down. Will he give up and let everything go? Or will his bandmate Jay McGuiness helphim get up from an all time low? WARNING: this contains boyxboy material, bad language and self harm. So if you feel uncomfortable with those above, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS

Nathan's girlfriend is cheating on him, so he locks himself away. Jay is the only one who can talk to him and help him through this.