"Wattys 2021 Winner in Historical Fiction Category" Sa loob ng labinlimang taon, ang makasal sa kababata niyang si Enrique Alfonso ang tanging pinapangarap ni Estella Concepcion. Ngunit nagbago ang lahat nang makilala niya si Lucas, ang pinsan at karibal ni Enrique sa politika. *** Makatwiran at hindi nagpapatalo, lumaki si Estella Concepcion na patuloy na umaasang magkakatuluyan pa rin sila ni Enrique Alfonso, ang batang nagpagaan ng kanyang loob labinlimang taon na ang nakararaan. Ni minsan ay hindi nawala ang kanyang paghanga at pagtingin sa binata na siyang magiging susunod na gobernadorcillo ng bayan ng San Alfonso. Ngunit tila gumuho ang kaniyang mundo nang mapag-alaman niyang ipinagkasundo na ito sa ibang dalaga. Desididong mapangasawa pa rin ang binata, hihingin ni Estella ang tulong ni Lucas, ang pinsan ni Enrique. Sa paglipas ng panahon at sa mga sikretong kaniyang matutuklasan, handa pa nga rin bang gawin ni Estella ang lahat upang maikasal sa binatang matagal na niyang inaasam? O tulad ba ng ihip ng hangin ay magbabago rin ang isinisigaw ng kaniyang puso? Cover Design by Precious Pages Corp./LIB Books Book Type: Hardbound (With Book Jacket Cover)

Kaya nga bang mangibabaw ng pagmamahal sa gitna ng illusyon at realidad.Mayayakap ba ang taong iyong minamahal sa realidad?O hanggang sa panaginip nalang lahat? Tunghayan ang kwento nina Ichiro at Riosuke,kaya nga ba nilang mahalin ang isa't isa sa kabila ng paghadlang ng pagkakataon?O hahayaan nalang nilang limutin ang isa't isa at mabuhay na may pangungulila?

I am afraid I might be alone in the future,that I never get to love again,that I can no longer stop loving the woman my brother is with. And I never thought I could see myself loving again, I have no place to doubt how much she loves me,we've kept promise as like couples do. And how pathetic I am to wish for me to call her back,when I made my own reason to see my future being alone.

As always there's no regrets at our first move.Mistakes are always there and I always got a good recovery at always.But,making mistakes just to hurt her is my most painful thing I've done,like,it really hurts to death.Nawala sya sa'kin ang taong di ko inaasahang mamahalin ko,ang taong di ko inaasahan na maging buhay ko.She's my most beautiful memory I've ever had in this lifetime,as long as she's my greatest pain I've felt in my heart.I once wished to be numb but being numb means forgetting my love for her.I may always feel an unbearing pain but the good part is,I can still feel my love for her.

Words is not enough for me to express how I am feeling. Time is not enough for me spend it with you. Distance is not enough for me to able to touch you. Love is not an enough reason to have you. Praying is not enough to be with you. Efforts is not enough for you to appreciate me. Closure is not enough for you notice me. Eyes is not enough for you to see me the way I see you. Ears is not enough for you to hear me saying that I love you. Brain is not enough for you remember my existence. Heart is not enough for you to love me. And destiny seems like to hate me for not having you.

This is a continuation for Chasing Hell Part 1 Not for copyright it's only to express myself on how being inspired by reading Knight in Black Stories Please Respect Me Don't Bash For Happiness only