I can't begin to comprehend the recent events He's dead, it's a good thing I've done, but it felt like nothing has changed, like time isn't real, but now I think... Maybe it doesn't

This is part of , "The Agency" stories by Gazer Official and some others. It talks about me and my backstory. The first and second part are first person because after they happen, my character forgets about them, and thus can't write about them.