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This is my first fanfiction so if I need improvement please let me know. :) Warning: Bad language

This is a killugon angst! So read to find out!! Gon: 21, bottom Killua: 21, Top ⚠️warning! ⚠️ This fanfic contains: Selfharm, Suicide, Eating disorders, 18+ (Rolls are kinda reversed ) I DO NOT OWN HXH OR THE CHARACTERS!! JUST THE STORY!