Someone once said 'people who are afraid of the darkness aren't afraid of the darkness but what's in it' and I believe that the darkness with all its monsters have come for me

This is a story not only about war, but about conflicts on smaller scales and above all strives to be a humane exploration into our strange prejudices and habitual search for enemies which makes us all drift apart, sprinkled with love care and a streak of courage. Satine, a young woman living in Paris in June 1940 to pursue her passion for Theatre far away from the mountains where she was raised suddenly has to leave her hard-earned life behind as a general panic brought on by war takes ahold of the city. She is forced to face her past, and the state she left her family in after leaving without a word, leading them to think she was dead. Gabrielle's life has been dictated by the disappearance of her sister in 1932, and as the occupation makes it way into her small town, so does her estranged sister. How will she ever forgive her for leaving in such a cowardly manner?

This is the story of a young girl named Heidi Seide, who grew up in Germany during the Second World War, told by her 'soul adviser' (Guardian angel). She always lived in the shadow of her twin sister and older siblings, which led her to believe she was simply never good enough, and this belief only grew stronger as a stupid little accident led to her parents finding out about her worsening eyesight. (Before starting to read this, please keep in mind that this is the very first almost unedited draft of the story. It is most likely packed with historical inaccuracies and also inaccurate German sayings/words...etc. If you ever notice I wrote something that is wrong or insensitive, please tell me and I will fix it right away, I don't want people to get my intention with this book wrong (: all right that's it, Enjoy!) (PS: Just so you all know, English is not my first language, but I enjoy writing in English. So if you see any mistakes while reading please tell me! It would help a lot. :) also, this little project is heavily inspired by the book thief, so if you enjoyed that book, this is made for you, I'm writing it specifically for you guys.)