The color of grief varies. For some, it's red, hot, vengeful, anger. For others, it's black, a solid nothingness. But when those feelings settle, it's always a deep, navy, blue. Water you dive into, to reach for the bottom, to struggle, to maybe drown. A wave that crashes until it's terraformed the mind to accustom to the harsh tides. Perhaps that was the color of the sky on November 10th, 2020, when Jeon Jungkook took his last breath, when the world stopped breathing, when the last great dynasty crumbled. Perhaps it has never brightened since. Perhaps that dusty, gold encrusted blue, has bled past the emotion of grief into everything else. Into the inhale and exhales of every breath. Bangtan doesn't know any better than blue. From the bottom, there is the deepest, nearly black, shade that colored in that fateful night. A few rows up and it's that navy, manageable but residing in the back of their minds like a childhood book with their fingerprints all over the pages. And there's miracles, the brightest tint, so close that it's almost white. But never that pure. There's a price for everything. For the faintest taste of peace, sometimes, it's sanity. --- Originally on AO3 as two separate works 'to the one who will never see this' and 'to the one I swore would never see this.' Please refer to these works for extra tagging for any possible triggers.

"Invisible and inevitable, like a butterfly that beats its wings in one corner of the globe and with that single action changes the weather halfway across the world." ― Alice Hoffman ~~ Chou Tsushima is an investigative reporter with excellent training, intense curiosity, and a past that conflicts her. A tip about a prototype hospital for the criminally insane leads her to check herself into the prison to learn more about what happens inside its stone walls and speak with the people that live there. When she meets the seven people inside the prison, however, her life and the lives of those boys will never be the same. ~ Original fiction version available for reading, titled "The Burning of the Palace at Versailles". ~ [Open fanfic inspired by the BTS Music Video Storyline. This includes the videos: "I Need U" (Ver. 1, 2, & the Japanese Version), "HYYH On Stage: Prologue", "Run" (Original and Japanese Version), "Young Forever," the Wings short films "Begin", "Lie", "Stigma", "First Love", "Reflection", "Mama," and "Awake". While this is an open fanfic that does not require you to have watched these videos, you might find a few references if you have watched them.] ~ Rated Mature for sensitive themes.

Taehyung wakes up in the Dark Ages. Trapped in a town filled with the undead and haunted by dreams of a girl, he must set forth on a journey through time to find her and save the world before it ends. All Rights Reserved. Copyright © 2018 by Noelle N.

"But if that accident is inevitable," I murmur, eyes softening. "Would you want me to let go?" Jeongguk pauses for a moment. "Leave the guilt and regret to me," he replies softly. "Once you start a journey, you finish it. It's only right for you to let go because-" "Because you want me to be happy?" She cuts him off. He smiles. "That's right." Or: She met him at an ungodly hour when her life was falling apart. With a backpack full of snacks, a bucketlist, the clothes on their backs, a stolen car, and a hundred secrets, they make a little escape together. Even if it wouldn't last forever. "I've given this book a total of six re-reads, yet I can't help but bawl every single time. This story is as equal parts beautiful as it is heart-breaking." - sugakookie20O1 "I've read a lot of sad Jungkook fanfics but this one really put me into a bunch of tears and I think this book would always remain in my heart and I could wait a hundred and twenty-five years for a sequel." - jjungkookimnida "Being honest, I'm not a crier. I don't usually cry when reading books. But the plot twist and how you've written the book... I'm literally lost for words and I broke down sobbing." - Moonlightreadings1 I can't even begin to explain how many feelings this book has brought me. It's just one of the best things I've ever EVER read. It could honestly turn into a movie and it'll be one of the greatest movies of all time and honestly deserve an Oscar." - BtsTrash_12 ACHIEVEMENTS 1st place in BTS BT21 AWARDS 2018 3rd place & Best Book Cover in 21ST CENTURY BTS AWARDS 2nd place in SERENDIPITY AWARDS 2nd place in COFFEE K-FICS [COMPLETED] Story format in note form © whippednation 2017