They say fame changes everything- but it's the quiet moments that feel the most different now. It's in the way I find myself watching you when no one's looking. In how your smile stays with me long after the cameras turn off. Somewhere between shared stages and sleepless nights in the studio, something shifted. And now, I'm carrying this feeling like a song I'm too afraid to sing. I keep it hidden, tucked beneath laughter and late-night conversations that almost say more than they should. Because I don't know if you'd ever look at me the way I look at you. And sometimes, when the world goes quiet and I'm left alone with thoughts I can't name out loud, I wonder- would it have been different, hyung, if we weren't idols? Would I have had the right to love you like this, if we were just you and me?