Love is a weird thing. Castiel has seen countless nations rise and fall, seen billions of people die in what to him is just the blink of an eye. He's seen millions of people getting killed by their own kind. He's seen thousands and thousands of people die from just one person, each of the deaths covering their hands with blood and leaving a stain on their soul that could never be washed off. Castiel himself has killed just as many by the touch of a finger tip. He's seen all of this, and yet he's never given it much thought before now. Before he had to face death firsthand. *Characters are not mine nor is the artwork. All artwork belongs to various creators.

It has been three months since Ash's death. Three months since Eiji moved to Japan. Three months since Eiji lost his best friend. Eiji has been trying to get over Ash's death. Trying to move on, but with no luck. Everything reminds him of Ash and brings up old memories . His therapist recomends writing what he would say to Ash down, in attempt to move on... Here is his letter. *Trigger Warning* This story contains dak themes. *Disclaimer* I own nothing except for the plot. The characters belong to Akimi Yoshida and the art belongs to various creators.

What if Zoë Nightshade never died? What if Annabeth died instead? What if Zoë was no longer a hunter? What if Percy and Zoë fell in love? What if...? *Redo *I don't own anything besides the plot. All characters belong to Uncle Rick.