what happens when the camera isn't on? through a screen, we don't know very much about the people we've come to know and love as our comfort streamers. but they always set apart so much time and effort just for us. they deserve recognition for their personal struggles and experiences, the things we don't see. what really happens? dnf, but make it 3 different povs: sapnap: someone who's usually overlooked finds themselves in the unfortunate crossfire of a problem that's not his to fix. but he will try. he will help. that's all he ever wanted to do. and maybe here, he's the last hope between a failure and success. george: what he thought was an above average friendship turns out to be everything he's ever wanted. and with feelings spiraling out of control he yearns for the opportunity to finally meet him in real life and see if it's mutual. dream: with the looming return of a lifestyle from the past, to the problems and worries of the present, he's too distracted to realize the future he could have.

||Little reminder I made this book in January of 2021 and my writing has gotten a lot better and this was my first book I ever wrote|| George finds attraction to his friend, but how long will it last until the love sinks in more? Will the love continue or will it finish? George finds amazing friends in town, Dream, Sapnap, Techno, Bad. He knew that the field behind his house was for him, he didn't think he would be sharing it, until Dream came around. Soulmates? Would you say that they were perfect for eachother?

When Dream feels his heart rate speed up at the end of George's Livestream, he knows he's too far gone. "This feels so wrong," George says and repeats. Dream clicks off the stream, the sounds of labored breathing filling the room as he tried to stem the panic he was feeling. The next day, after he had just barely dragged himself away from the edge of oblivion and heartache he would never return from, he felt the first tickle at the back of his throat. He coughed roughly, it sounded like he had fluid in his lungs or something. Pneumonia, maybe? But instead of coughing up mucus or phlegm, his eyes widened in shock at the taste of blood in is mouth. || Gream // DreamNotFound Hanahaki Story. There will be angst, slow burn, blood, vomiting, contemplation of suicide, anxiety attacks, and more. Do not read if this bothers you. You have been warned. ||

❝𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴: 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵.❞ Book Two of The Lost Souls Series - Read Perception before continuing! ---------------------------- To earn happiness for yourself is to take another's away. George has learnt the cruel way of this world, but never how he wished to. Now he's stuck with the consequences of a freak accident, more blood on his hands he can't wash away, and more problems that he can't get rid of. A grieving soulmate, guilt-ridden and Lost. A leader, forced into action to fulfil a promise. A best friend, forced to pick between rival sides. A dangerous rival, seeking a new victim. And a seemingly innocent boy, with an innocent smile to hide the darkness behind it. Secrets to hide a dark past, the great deception to keep the greatest unknown. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: Blood, heavy depictions of violence and injury, mentions of death, mild gore