Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

"I guess times change. People forget the promises they make. They move on with their lives, and start families, and wander down new career paths. I was never one of those people. I was never up for change. But Phil was." Dan Howell, a 26 year old protagonist and sometimes video blogger, lost his best friend Phil Lester, a 30 year old child at heart, to the ways of family and love. Phil adores spending time with 28 year old Milly Langdon and so decides on keeping it that way. Dan doesn't enjoy Milly's company so Phil decides it's best if he just moves on. Every day after that, Dan regrets ever opening his mouth. Will Phil ever realise what he truly left behind? (This is set in the future, that's why their ages aren't their real ages oh)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

Just some more Phan one shots :3

23/03/15 - Deanna and I are working on a remastered version of this. I will upload the chapters as we go. In the meantime, please read my other works. Thanks for your cooperation :) - Jodie

Fluff. Lots and lots of fluff. Most of these all are one shots, each chapter being a new story- I hope you enjoy :)

One day when Dan misses his train, he comes home to find Phil talking on the phone. He soon finds out that Phil has a huge secret that he's been hiding all this time. Triggers: boyxboy obviously. I can't say anything else because it'll give the secret away ;) Author note: -