'Never trust them, never fall to their tactics again. You've had enough, don't hurt yourself again.' Sunoo whispered to himself as he is his walking home. Sunoo had trust issues ever since he was used by some other guys experimenting with their identity. He is known to be bisexual in their school and was used by some guys figuring out what they really like. It's not that Sunoo was naïve but he was blinded by his feelings thinking that they are real to him, that they really liked him but he was just an instrument for their identity crisis. These guys would jokingly flirts him and ask him out, then there's Sunoo wanted to have a boyfriend falling to them, then after few months when they figured out that they're not really into guys they just left Sunoo heart broken. This situation continued for at least 3 of Sunoo's relationships until he said that he had enough and be careful from now on. He believed that people like him will not ever have a genuine relationship.

"If you repeat something over and over again, it loses its meaning" Sunghoon, troubled by his real passion and had no time for romantic pursuits, got arranged for another date by his mother. Expecting a girl and ready to flunk this date too, Sunghoon met a bright and handsome guy, Sunoo, the first date who said "Let's cut through this bullshit and call this off, let's just tell our parents we had fun and then never talk again." He happily agreed, not knowing that Sunoo would mean more to him than he ever thought. --- ~ mainly sunsun, one-sided sunjay ~ although some parts are based on real life, this is fictional! Let's not take ships so seriously. ~ angst but ofc I will put fluff ^^ this is more introspective than fluff ~ sunsun but also includes one-sided sunjay ~ slow burn (?), pining, coming of age, dreams, passion, friendship, strangers to friends, unrequited love (I'm sorry), ~ happy ending (?) ~ This fic might be a cliche lol it's inspired by kdramas I've watched: A Love So Beautiful and Record of Youth. This work has not yet been proofread so please forgive the errors! I'm also not a native speaker. ~ rating: Teen

How did a hug start it all? All he wanted to do was to help the latter calm down. He doesn't know how he ended up in this cycle of fighting and forgiving, scaring and being scared, hating and- is this how loving supposed to feel like? A story where Sunghoon wants to keep Sunoo all to himself. They don't understand what is going on inside his head. All they knew was-someone was going to be hurt. Sunoo as innocent as a lamb, fall into the game of feelings and emotions. Will the story end with a happy ever after? Or... Start: 1 May 2021 End: 13 June 2021 P.s - I won't fix the grammatical errors cause the comments will be gone :(

"You are so perfect." "Thank you," he smiled. "It isn't a compliment," Book 2 of Idol Series ━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆｡ Enhypen's Sim Jake Fan Fiction Started: 04/04/21 Completed: 07/04/21