The probability of passing through life untouched by its darkness is too small to even feel the emotions that make your soul surrender. This is me. This is Phoebe, the girl in the café. And this is Alexander David Turner, the beloved rock star.

Started: 12 April 2021 It is a story about young Arctic Monkeys and the new girl Aurelia. But not everyone is liking her presence. Or is that what he has made himself believe to not get hurt again. TW: There will be talking about rape, suicide, drugs and physical abuse so if you are triggered about any of these topics this is not the book for you.

June 2003 in Sheffield. Two 17 year olds, Charlotte Baker and Alex Turner. One weird love story.

"Why'd you come here every day? Cigarettes don't run out overnight." Alex Turner is in his last year of school, perfectly ready to let it pass by like a grey train with no intentions of jumping on. He doesn't expect anything interesting to happen in his very mediocre life, and that's when a girl dressed like his favourite worst nightmare waltzes on in and flips everything upside down.

Philophobia Phi•lo•pho•bi•a (noun) -the fear of love or falling in love

Elena is an exchange student who happens to be studying on a Sheffield secondary school. Her story starts on the very first day of school and she meets some interesting folks right away...

Alex Turner is bored with his life. The drunken nights and nameless girls have become routine in his high-speed lifestyle. But everything changes when he meets Indiana Hunt, an erratic college student who isn't afraid to say what she thinks. And when their two chaotic worlds collide, the results are catastrophic. • "We're both disasters," he said to me. "You and I, one big fucking mess." •