Bokuto falls asleep on Akaashis lap but accidentally leaves his phone unlocked. What will Akaashi find? What problems will this create between Akaashi and Bokuto?

Akaashi's been dealing with hanahaki for years. He's been good at hiding it and the medicine he takes works so well that he can't feel anything at all, the pills target any and all emotion so he's been a rather bland person since he started taking them. He still remembers who he's in love with though and when he's alone and thinking about his condition, that's when it hits him hard. The effects of the disease are nearly killing him now.

"Do you wanna know my secret?"

! MAJOR ANGST ! With a little dash of fluff. A BokuAka story with the Haikyuu boys living in a less friendly and playful world. TW: Blood, Guns, Drugs, Torture, Death, Angst (ect.) Pov's: Bokuto and Akaashi. 16+ ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+ !!!

TW: suicide references! Star tears: an illness born through unrequited love, where that when a patient cries star shaped tears fall out. Usually accompanied by sparkly sounds. In severe cases they loose their ability to see colour. A hint of Hanahaki too VERY ANGSTY VERY ANGSTY - I don't own the characters or Haikyuu!!

When stress begins to catch up to you, you start to lash out at the people closest to you, even if you don't mean it. When you're friends upset, you try to comfort them, but can't not act like a rambunctious moron. That's the current situation.

Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.