"You haven't been searching have you?" he asked ,eyes cold and steely. "A-actually, I-I didn-" the man in front of him tried to meekly deny. "I have been cooperating with you so far, I have been keeping my end of the bargain." he started, his fingernails instinctively sharpening," But if you are just toying with me then things will have to change." he stated. This is my first book so please be patient with me . .......... I don't own any of the characters

Killua has been in love with his best friend for years, but seeing him with a girlfriend made his heart sink. Soon, he started to cough up flowers. Gon's favorite. Sunflowers. But how will Killua hide this from Gon and not die in the process? TW: Gore, angst, suicidal tendencies #1 TopGon on 1/9/2023 #2 Hanahaki on 7/5/2022 #3 Gonkillu on 5/20/2022

Raised under very strict belief systems, it never occurred to Killua and Gon that there was even a possibility for them to be anything other than straight; But church becomes less relevant and they start hanging out more outside of Sunday school, and maybe, just maybe, homosexuality is a sin they'd be willing to commit. ⚠️Homophobia / Transphobia ⚠️Topics of self harm ⚠️Identity / Sexuality crisis ⚠️Mental health issues #1 in Killugon