this story starts at the end of george's life where he spends his last few moments on this earth writing a melancholy letter to someone who will never read it. to someone that doesn't exist in his story yet. but that someone soon will. • hs au • story contains multiple triggers such as: topics of~ depression, suicide, substance usage, eventual nsfw (only between consenting cc's and the characters being 18), abuse, and possibly more that will be added to this list over time. • in general, it will be relatively angsty so read with caution

Dream and George grew up together, they had been best friends since they were children when George moved to America. They were both your stereotypical best friends, always together. Dream was quickly loved by everyone when they entered middle school, meaning so was George. When George came out, Dream didn't care. Maybe that's when George started to fall for him. However when high school came around, and when Dream made the football team, everyone else started to fall for him too. - TW's/CW's- Underage drinking Underage drug use Slight nsfw eating disorders/calories Throwing up (one scene in chapter 6) Violence Blood S*xual assault (one scene in chapter 15, unwanted kissing) Homophobia/slurs (Will be adding to as the story goes on) - #10 in crewboys 9/12 #68 in Punz 9/13 #2 in footballau 9/13 #1 in nikkinihachu 9/15 #6 in schoolau 9/25 #10 in George 9/26 #2 in angstwithhappyending 10/2 #4 in karlnap 10/12 #73 in school 10/13 #2 in George 11/29 #4 in dnf 11/29 #5 in highschoolau 11/29 - •1K- 9/12 •5K- 9/16 •10K- 9/19 •15K- 9/21 •20K- 9/24 •25K- 9/26 •30K- 9/29 •35K- 10/2 •40K- 10/5 •45K- 10/8 •50K- 10/12 •55K- 10/17 •60K- 10/23 •65K-11/01 •70K- 11/10

Clay Or (Dream) as the people on his team call him is one of the best up and coming snowboarders making waves in the community as a serious force to be reckon with. George is a snowboarder trained by the best all his life. both competing on separate rival teams trying to come in 1st for the national championships and score a possible career path to the olympics. all seems well until a small miscommunication at one of the events butterflies a situation that changes their lives forever. warning: this book has some serious themes about emotionally manipulative parents so if that triggers you don't read. Its brief but is part of the story. this book also contains themes of language and some sexual jokes (dw nothing too crazy) so mind that :)

George is cancer free after a long battle full of chemotherapy and surgeries at his fourteenth. He starts living his life again, goes back to school and hangs out with his friends and family to appreciate all the small things in life as his leg starts hurting again... Clay is grieving because his mother passed away from lymphoma, a cancer type that's running in his family. With barely anyone around him who can comfort him while grieving, he also needs to deal with his severe anxiety coming from emetophobia, his extreme fear of throwing up. But then the worst thing happens... just as Clay gets diagnosed with blood cancer, George gets diagnosed for the second time with bone cancer. Clay's fear is so big that he doesn't know how to go on and George doesn't know if he can fight this battle a second time... Warnings: -Cancer (bone cancer (relapse)/blood cancer) -Suicidal thoughts/suicide attempt (short) -Bullying (only once in the end) -Throwing up (skippable) -Chemotherapy -Amputation ⚠️ Clay has emetophobia in this story and for all the people with this same phobia, I added a trigger for mentions/talk about throwing up/nausea, a trigger for nausea and one for throwing up. They are all skippable!!

George suffers from severe asthma which is so bad that his life is threatened to be over. After the family also runs out of money, they make a hopeless attempt and sell their house to pay George's treatments. Clay is a handsome and popular guy who at the same time gets bullied for being bisexual. After a few toxic relationships, he loses hope in ever finding someone who genuinely loves him for who he is and not just for his popularity. George and Clay meet and even though Clay is scared that George is trying to make fun of him, he still tries to become friends with the quiet and really sick boy. Clay goes so far for him that he does everything he can to give George a new chance to live. That's only not as easy as it sounds... Warnings: -Homophobia -Self harm (blood) -Fights between parents -Multiple asthma attacks (CPR)

Young, lonely George discovers he can use an old telephone to communicate with a boy living 50 years in the past

Dream has been able to read minds since he was a little kid. However, there is a catch- he can only hear the thoughts of people who have a crush on him. So when Sapnap and George come to Florida, Dream is surprised to hear his best friend's thoughts. Despite his initial shock, Dream finds himself to be thinking of the Brit in a new light. But as soon as things start to heat up between them, George's thoughts go dead silent. Maybe George doesn't like him as much as he thought. TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started 12/30/21, Finished 4/5/22 Highest Rankings: #1 in #dreamnotfound #1 in #mindreading #2 in #georgenotfound #5 in #dnf

George is homeless, with both of his parents having died when he was a boy. He manages to get by, still going to highschool and switching between sleeping at his friend's houses and on the streets. Clay is a star student, and well liked by both the teachers and kids. His parents, both being lawyers, are rich and highly respected. What happens when the two boys end up stuck in detention together? And why is George catching feelings so fast? •••••••••• Started at 9:04am Saturday, April 17th, 2021 Finished at 3:23pm Saturday, April 17th, 2021

When George starts coughing up feathers and ink he tries to disappear, however dream won't just allow him to disappear without giving his reason (cover is temporary)

Co-Author @jorolynsnatched When George begins to show symptoms of the rare and deadly virus, Hanahakia, he moves to Florida to spend the rest of his time with his closest friends. As he struggles to hide his sickness and his feelings for his best friend, Clay, he does as much as he can to fulfill his last few months on the planet. If the love of his life doesn't make a move in time, George might not be with us much longer. Though the final flowers on his crown of lilies are beginning to bloom, he chooses to live his life to the fullest and do what he loves, even as his world shatters around him. TW: Chronic illness, DNF, abuse, homophobic slurs/themes, sexual harassment, captivity. Please be cautious while reading if any of these things trigger you. Gender bend Skeppy and Bad. There will be language but no smut ever. Uhm, my friend made is dicord join if you want. Please be nice https://disboard.org/server/780629400042995735