𝑨𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌, 𝒆𝒙𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅/𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎. 𝑰𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒑𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒅 :) 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑻𝑬𝑴𝑷𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑺 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑭𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴𝑺/𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑬𝑺 𝒊'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒎, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒊'𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘

A seemingly normal girl carry on her live with the constant thought of death from a shattered ruined black past.

This is not a story but a book of poems, my wonderful friends gave me the idea so thank u guys hope you enjoy reading these poems as much as I enjoyed writing them for you.

*suicidal people are angels who want to go home*

I'm going to make this be my own personal diary. For those who may read it, if it provokes certain feelings I apologize in advance. Otherwise if you have the mind and imagination to handle it, thank you for reading.

Have you ever had that feeling when you try to sleep you cant because you van sense someone else there with you but the minute you realized that is just the demons that are inside your head, they're not letting you sleep, eat, anything. {EVERYTHING IS JUST FOR POEMS NOTHING TOO SERIOUS}

Of which a girl expresses all her suicidal thoughts in 1,000 words or under. ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ ＮＯＴＥ： the following in this book is nothing about how I feel or what I think personally, you will understand why it is how it is when I get to 1,000 words of what the girl in the story is thinking and saying what she is saying. Also, it will be revealed as to why she is saying it, in what format she is saying it, and who will be told of it at the end of the story too. NOT IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM REAL THOUGHT BY ME, MADE ONLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF THE BOOK ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ copyright © Katie MacNamara (MiniMac337), 2017 started: 22:09, ?, 6th June, 2017, Australia time. finished: 23:02, ?, 22 June, 2017, Australia time. completed.

my suicidal thoughts

❝In which a celebrity dials a random number in hope of finding one last thing to make him smile before he commits suicide at the end of the month.❞ "I'm going to commit suicide in one months time." "I think you have the wrong number." "It can't be the wrong number Princess. I picked a random number from the catalog." "Why on earth would you do that?" "Because you, sweetheart, are now my own personal suicide helpline. Your job is to make the last month of my life worth living." ______________________

A "disease" has spread through the nation, effecting thousands of teens and young adults. Causing them to come in touch with an old version of their reincarnated self. As precaution the government builds a large fence, closing off almost half of the United States, there is no way in, and no way out. Leaving every "infected" human to their own resources. Clans begin to form and rivalries between each group spark a fire. Years pass and the clans still haven't found a way to get their way back into civilization, Adeline- leader of the second largest clan takes matters into her hands. Yet still troubles arise with love, rivals and last but not least. War.