cat·a·to·ni·a /ˌkadəˈtōnēə/ noun abnormality of movement and behavior arising from a disturbed mental state -- Growing up in Harlem, 15 year old Shaniya Ocean Brown has difficult family problems. Her daddy issues cause her to yearn for the attention of an older boy in her school. She becomes involved with him, and one day his dangerous gang life involves her. In the end, she is left in a state of 𝓒𝓪𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓸𝓷𝓲𝓪.

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥. 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐁𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐳𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐛. 𝘉𝘰𝘰𝘬 1/2 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘈𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘭𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴. Cover by me ᥫ᭡

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟓/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝟏/𝟑𝟎/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏

𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥? 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰.

𝘞𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦 - 𝘭𝘪𝘭 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 | OCTOBER 2020 |

"𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐥𝐞. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐢𝐞."

𝐈 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦. 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝; 𝟎𝟓/𝟏𝟏/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 𝐏𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝; 𝟎𝟓/𝟏𝟖/𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞;

"Aɴᴅ I ᴀɪɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ﹐ ʙᴜᴛ I sᴡᴇᴀ ᴛᴏ Gᴏᴅ I ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ." ﹣ MN - 𝙇𝙖𝙙𝙮𝙉𝙖𝙞𝙞 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

❝ Don't ever let someone make you feel like you're crazy for wanting something you deserve . ❞- ᴍᴀʏ 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶 . Started: May 23, 2020. Completed: