"was that spur of the moment or...?" "i hope it wasn't." sirius can't bear to look at the darkened eyes of remus anymore because how can the life be drained that quickly? how can one second he be smiling and laughing in his school uniform at the stupid antics they'd get up to and the next he'd be looking down, not bothering to make eye contact? it's like watching a person turn to dust in your fingers. so being the bright person he is, he decides to take his best friend on a road trip and boy does he know where that'll take him. wolfstar road trip au 30.06.18 - 11.09.18 disclaimer: mention of abuse, suicidal thoughts and mental disorders. also, it is not the most well written AT ALL so just... don't say anything lol. *nothing but the plot belongs to me. all the characters belong j.k rowling.* °highest ranking: #1- imfine°

The instinct not to breathe underwater is so strong that it overcomes the agony of running out of air. No matter how desperate you are, you won't inhale until you're on the verge of losing consciounsness. Sirius knew that. He stood there, staring down to the black, cold water and pondering, would it be easier just to jump. He was on the edge, not just of the quay but of his own mind and sanity. The fall wouldn't kill him. The waves would. ... This is a Remus x Sirius Hogwarts years fanfiction I started writing a while back, in wich Sirius struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. Remus tries his best to be there for his best friend, but his state of mind isn't the healthiest either. Contains triggering stuff, please don't read if you know you can't put up with stuff like ABUSE, SUICIDE, strong language or VIOLENCE. Also, all of this is based on the characters of the Harry Potter series. The cover picture is from tumblr and I added the name of this fic on it, so I do not own it. All of this is written by me, partly based on some of the events from my own life and suicidal thoughts I've had a long time ago, so please don't copy the storyline as it's partly very personal. Hope you'll like it

A small paved road in Diagon Alley leads to Potter's Herbs and Misc., where Remus Lupin buys his (surprise, surprise!) herbs and miscellaneous wizarding supplies every weekend. Only one day, he's met with a rather vexatious surprise of cigarette smoke and dreamy grey eyes waiting for him by the name of Sirius Orion Black.

"but, james...prongs, come on, you've seen him, yeah? he's so fucking cute, prongs...please, you've gotta come with me and say hi, please." "padfoot, you're an absolute idiot. remus lupin wants nothing to do with you." "not yet!" or the one in which remus is a shy, bookish little nerd, and sirius is the giant dork determined to make him fall in love with him. takes place at hogwarts, side jily! modern!marauders

Lyall Lupin had once told his son this: Love's not all that complicated. It tells you who it's after and it either gets what it wants or destroys you. And he had never thought it would ever apply to him because let's be honest, who would love an animal like Remus? Well, I'll tell you the answer to that: a charming yet vulgar, somewhat poncey, boy with smoky gray eyes. RL/SB ADDITIONAL CHAPTERS BEING ADDED! WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE SEQUEL IS NOW BEING ADDED ONTO CARVE ME OPEN! Part One and Two of the Mischief Managed Series. ©professortoebeans 2019 This is AU, and it will follow canon for the majority of the story. However, it will veer off path eventually. Not into mediocrity or ridiculousness. Please read the Disclaimer for trigger warnings and other information. Wolfstar/Marauders Era began: 5/17/2019 completed: Under edit as of 4/12/2020 🥇Ranks! #1 in Gayships out of 8k stories (1/10/2021) #2 in SiriusxRemus out of 855 (10/13/2020) #4 in Muggles out of 439 (06/21/2021) #6 in RemusxSirius out of 456 (10/13/2020) #6 in Banter out of 833 (12/4/2019) #19 in TheOrder out of 283 (12/4/2019) #24 in Wizards out of 9.3k (6/11/2021) #37 in Wolfstar out of 4.5k (9/7/2019) #30 in Maraudersfiction out of 1.2k (12/4/2019)

After the craze of their 6th year, the Marauders were relieved to have spent the summer filled with mischievous adventures and a whirlwind of romance before their final year at Hogwarts. But what started with the likings of a brilliant 7th year, soon come crashing down after an incident none of the boys could have predicted... SEQUEL to No Control

The Marauders are starting their fifth year at Hogwarts; Remus is starting with a massive scar across his face - a byproduct of the increasing severity of his furry little problem, which is a definite cause for concern despite his insistence that it it's fine. Sirius is starting with the memories of a certain morning at 12 Grimmauld Place in August: memories that he might not ever forget, yet is desperate to cloak underneath the facade that every is fine at home and that he and his parents just sometimes encounter minor disagreements. James is starting his fifth year, yes, but more importantly, he is starting phase five of his plan to woo Lily Evans: somehow his friends seem doubtful that he might succeed, but James, being James, is in no lack of confidence. And Peter, well, Peter is starting to wonder just why he puts up with these people, and if he should really be feeling sorry for Lily Evans, and maybe if he should have asked to have been sorted into Hufflepuff.

~COMPLETED~ (please, please read Authors Note! It's super important!) ~ Remus fell in love with the new guy in school the moment he saw him the first time. Love at first sight isn't too cliche, is it? Though he quickly realizes the real world is much more complicated. In his attempts to help, Remus might end up hurting those closest to him. "I turned my head and so did he. If he hadn't moved his head a little away, our lips would be touching. He didn't look into my eyes, but at my lips." ~ You get to choose the ending! - Highest ranking; #1 on wolfstar. - A/N Thanks so much for reading with me, and for all the views, votes and comments. I never thought it was possible!!! - Wolfstar muggle AU, fluff and angst, short chapters.

A Fanfic where Peter Pettigrew is rightfully accused of deception and spying for Voldemort as well as murder although that was not clear at the time so baby Harry was taken to the Dursley's. Remus and Sirius struggled for years to get him back but when they do it's a whole other challenge.

[Written with @Huffinglepuff! (check out her instagram!)] Remus Lupin was an observant professor. He knew how it felt to be ignored, so he gave special care to pay attention to his students-not only in regards to their studies, but to their mental health, too. Remus Lupin was the first person to notice what Harry was hiding, and he was the first adult to care enough to do something about it. TW: referenced self harm, child abuse, brief mention of blood Total WC: 19,300 words COMPLETE