" Why are you so mean to me?" I say as tears run down my cheeks " Cause your worthless, and plus it's fun seeing you suffer" He says doing his evil smile " Now get out of here, before I make you wish you were never born" He says Gavin Magnus. Popular. Nice to everyone.. Well everyone but me. He bullys me for no reason . Is it wrong that I kinda enjoy when he does this? Ugh who am I kidding... Love is dead, and so is my heart. #1 in cocoquinn #2 in loveisdead #2 in cocoquinn #7 in cavin

"Coco?" "Yeah Gavin?" "I've wanted to say this for a while... Coco I-" Gavin was interrupted when his mom came in. "Oh hey mom what's wro-" "GAVIN THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT" "huh?" His mom continued with all the horrible things she was saying but I couldn't stop wondering what Gavin had to say..... Wait does he like me??? Ugh why am I thinking this Gavin is getting yelled at for no reason and I'm thinking about myself? By the time I stopped day dreaming his mom had left and Gavin was on his bed crying. I wish I could help.... I wish we could just run away and go to my house or something... I wish he would notice that I like him😭 #1 in Cavin 1/20/2021 #9 in Cavin 4/23/2021 #5 in CocoQuinn 2/8/2021 #22 in PiperRockelle #15 in PiperRockelle #8 in CocoQuinn #9 in CocoQuinn Hit 1k 2/7/2021

The worst part of being an older sister is the guilt. When you figure out what happened and it settles into your head, the first thing you think of is "Why wasn't I there? Why did I let this happen?". Even though it isn't your fault. Even though you were sick and stayed at home. Even though you could blame your parents more than yourself... even though you know if you were there, it would've just been both of you. The looks the neighborhood kids and their parents give me makes me wish I was there. I would've rather been involved in a near-death experience than face unwanted memories everywhere I go. Suddenly, everything about her is resurfacing through forgotten 1st-grade friends and Facebook moms who thought she was a "well-rounded kid, gone too soon". Yes, I know she loved your dog. I remember how sweet she was to your kids, even though they would throw rocks at her when your back was turned. I don't care that she wanted to babysit your toddler, or paid for your oranges when you were at that one bodega. She's dead, and you stopping me on my way to the lake doesn't make me forget that. Thank you, but I'd like to return your pity.