#1 𝙠𝙖𝙮𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙘 - .. "Heard you gang" I replied and Kay had same the reaction as Camrin when I called his lil annoying ass gang. "Ain't nobody ya fucking gang Leilani" he smacked his lips and let go of my hand. "Why you letting go?" I put our hands back together cause his shits is mad soft, "plus how you not gang? Cause you ain't bae either" I shrugged but I was lowkey crying inside he posed to be my bae. Wait- this nigga was already my bae but he just need to make it official. "On some real shit I would make ya ass wifey but ya ass is mad dayroom" he admitted but now he got me fucked up. My head tilted to the side and mouth agape. "Nigga how the fuck am I dayroom?" The blanket slightly fell off my shoulders from me moving into a nice comfortable sitting position so I could hear the shit that bouta come outta his mouth. "You don't see how you be acting once a sip of liquor enter your system? Me personally if I had a girl Ion want her acting like that on the internet. Not gon lie" he shrugged and I kept my blank stare and squinted eyes.

"All my feeling and emotions are bottled up"

ɪ ʙᴇᴇɴ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪɴ...ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴍᴇ ɴᴜᴍʙ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ɴᴏ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ. ɪ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴇᴠᴇʀ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʀᴜɴ...

𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 -- 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆, 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹. 𝗛𝗼𝘄𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿, 𝘄𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘁𝘀. 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗿 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝘂𝘁. 𝗙𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗳𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗼 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲.