Peter had been in a bad place for a while but how long until he gives up his fake smile that everyone believes? Can he be saved in time? Is there another way out other than the only one Peter can think of? Set after homecoming. Trigger warning: Self harm, Panic attacks, Eating disorders, Suicidal thoughts/attempts. Recently fixed mistakes.

PSA: DRUGS ARE BAD AND WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE Peter Parker is a normal 16 year old kid. Spends time with his friends, hates doing homework, and he's also Spiderman. But what if there's a deeper secret that he makes sure NOBODY knows about? One involving a spiraling addiction while keeping up his superhero act. *tw: depression, hard drug use, negative self talk*

Tony takes the suit back, and Peter starts cutting himself. Ned neglects him, and Flash bullies him more and more. One day he see's Nat walking around. He try's to hide himself before she saw him, but she ran over to ask how he was since the suit was taken away. He told her about Aunt May passing, and while they were talking she saw one of his cuts and lied and said that she needed to get back with the team. Read to find out how Tony will act when he finds out. Or will Steve act out. Read to find out.

[#1 in "depression" ~ 07/13/19] Peter Parker is the most ordinary kid in New York city. At least that's what everybody thinks. Instead of playing video games like every other teenage boy, he's created a great spider super suit. With his amazing engineering skills, Peter got his hands on a Stark Industries scholarship through the school, while also trying to cope with his abusive parents. Read how this boy balances his troubled parents, his confusion on his sexuality, his hidden superhero identity, and working with Tony Stark, all while trying to make it through his highschool career.

Peter Parker was spiraling. Fast. But it was all going to be ok, at 6:45. Trigger warning. Started/Finished: 12/15/19

Peter has been living in an orphanage for almost a year after Aunt May died. His only escape from the now miserable life he lives is going out as Spiderman but no one can know who he is. The Avengers are sent to catch him on his patrols and unmask the young hero. How will he keep this secret if the ones who are after him show up at the orphanage and end up taking him in? After tragedy happens in the Avengers family, they feel closer to Peter then ever. Only when things start to fall into place and Peter starts to feel like he has a place with them, he has to return to Midtown Tech and face his fears. Can he keep everything that is happening at school a secret from his new over protective family and what will happen when Peter starts catching feelings for someone just for his world to crumble down again? NO BETA WE DIE LIKE TONY STARK --------------- "One chapter in and I already love it!!!" - @Random-Fangirl "I've been wanting to read a story like this for so long with Peter like this so thank you!" - @Ripnaumi "Dude this is such a great story and I binged the whole story last night, it's beautifully written and the details make me feel like I'm actually there! 10/10 would recommend to everyone!" - @Coyote23 --------------- Best Rankings: #1 - Family (12/20/19) #1 - Avengers (as of 8/26/19) #1 - 2018 (as of 7/30/19) #2 - Ironman (as of 7/30/19) #4 - 2019 (as of 7/30/19) #1 - Adoption (as of 12/7/19) #1 - Irondad (as of 7/30/19) #1 - Superfamily (as of 7/30/19) --------------- I personally see Peter Parker as Tom Holland's actor portrayal. I do not own any of the Marvel characters used within this story. All characters are owned by Marvel. Also, stealing is not nice. I have dealt with someone taking some of my chapters and I honestly was heartbroken when some of my fans came forwards with it. Fight me mate.

Peter Parker had a good life. He had a loving aunt, good friends, and a sweet gig as Spider-man. So why did he feel so terrible? When May is in a tragic accident, Peter ends up living in the avengers tower with the rest of the team, trying to act like the normal, happy self they all knew and loved. But what happens when his dark secrets are relieved? This takes place after Homecoming but I don't follow the story line. Warning: This book will contain depression, self harm, eating disorders and may contain suicidal thoughts or actions. I don't own anything