"Where are you now that my world is grey again?" how does one cope with a mental illness? does therapy actually help? or is it the pills that are doing most of the work? or maybe its a girl, that one magical girl who brings colour into your boring grey life. when taehyung finally feels colour seeping back into his life, he can't help but feel the need to keep it there for as long as possible. but how?

Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.