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WALLFLOWER // B.E by billieachess
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what happens when a wallflower meets a social butterfly? ============================== "my darling, you will never be unloved by me; you are well too tangled in my soul." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 6/27/2022 ended: 11/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 12/5/2022 🏅#3 in #billie 11/1/2022 🏅#10 in #eilish 10/26/2022 🏅#12 in #girlxgirl 7/24/2022
St. Mary's ♰ B.E (✓) by lilbilpeep
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[Book 1 Of The Sinners Trilogy] Quinn did something terrible. Her mother won't even look at her. Exiled to a strict Catholic school in the city's underbelly, she's determined to stay invisible-but never afraid. And then there's Billie. A bruised-knuckle gang leader with blood on her hands and secrets in her eyes, Billie rules St. Mary's with a silent fury no one dares cross. And yet, she's watching Quinn. Closely. As the two girls are drawn into each other's orbit, Quinn discovers that St. Mary's is more than detention slips and hallway fights. It's a battlefield-and Billie isn't just a bully. She's a soldier in a war no one talks about. And Quinn? She's already in too deep. One carries a secret. The other carries anger. And when love meets violence-nothing stays holy. ••• "Welcome to St. Mary's school for the troubled child" Billie whispers, her hands on my waist, her lips by my ear. I shudder, trying not to fall into her trap. She brings a hand to my top button, undoing it "You've gotta be in here for something. We're all sinners" she moves down, undoing half of my shirt. I whimper, my muscles locked. I felt ashamed of what she was doing to me, how she was making me feel. "C'mon, baby." she spins me so I'm facing her. Her eyes sparkled with amusement "Show me how sinful you really are" ••• • #1 in idontwannabeyouanymore on 8.23.19 • # 1 in blohsh on 8.23.19 • # 1 in comeoutandplay on 12.18.19 • # 1 in lesbianfiction on 7.03.25
in·san·i·ty | B.E (Full Release July 2045) by lilbilpeep
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[Sequel To Property Of Billie Eilish] Three years ago, Billie disappeared in a fire that should've taken her life. Everyone thought she was dead-except Riley. Grief-stricken and obsessed, Riley has spent every moment since searching for the girl who taught her how to love... and how to burn. When Riley finally finds Billie in a psychiatric institution, alive but unrecognizable, the reunion is anything but romantic. Billie is medicated, erratic, and unreachable. Riley is bitter, broken, and smoking herself into ruin. What follows is a sharp, spiraling descent into obsession, guilt, and fractured loyalty. Riley can't stop visiting. Billie can't decide if she wants her there. And between insecurity, violent outbursts, and long-forgotten secrets from the night of the fire-both girls must face the one question neither of them is ready to answer: Is love still love when it starts to hurt? Insanity is a dark, emotional novel about mental illness, toxic romance, and the blurred line between devotion and destruction.
Property of Billie Eilish (✓) by lilbilpeep
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Everyone says high school is hell. For Riley, it started with a girl named Billie. When Riley is assigned to help the new girl at school, she doesn't expect much. Billie is quiet, strange, always scribbling in that journal she won't let anyone touch. But something about her-her sharp wit, her soft voice, her secrets-draws Riley in. As they spend time together on a class project, Riley starts to uncover the shadows Billie hides behind her silence. Nightmares. Disappearances. Cold, dead stares. Still, Riley can't walk away-not when Billie starts to trust her. Not when Riley starts to care more than she should. But everything unravels when a terrifying event exposes the truth about Billie's mental health. As reality blurs and rumors burn through the halls of their school, Riley is left with one question: If she keeps loving Billie through all of it-will she survive it herself? ••• • #2 in comeoutandplay on 8.28.25
IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE // Billie Eilish by notoftheearth
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Achieved No.1 in #billieeilish. Francis Kingston goes on a night out and bumps into a girl called Billie, whom she is instantly drawn to. The next day, Francis goes into a job interview and realises who Billie is. In order to keep her job, Francis and Billie's relationship must stay a secret, but with fame, being found out is almost inevitable. SMUT.
Oxytocin (y/n x billie)  by AnnaMay345
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I always knew she had a secret life but I didn't know I was the secret Y/n is a plus size model who meets billie eilish at an after party. When these two cross paths will it be luck ? Or pure hell ? "I told you wasn't gay" "Then why keep sleeping with me if you were in love with him" "It was just fun you were a game" With that she walked out of my apartment taking my heart with her
Ember || B.E by tomakeyoumyartt
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Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 2 in #bil 1 in #bils 2 in #eilish
help me live. by tomakeyoumyartt
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When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish
MEMORIES // B.E by billieachess
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memory /ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the remembering or recollection of a dead person, especially one who was popular or respected ============================== "dancing through our house with the ghost of you..." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== this story contains sensitive topics such as death, suicide, depression, and self harm. please do not read if such things are triggering ============================== started: 3/14/2022 ended: 4/9/2022
ECSTASY // B.E by billieachess
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"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022