"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

;"I'm not ashamed of who I am, unlike you." "Because you turned me into this monster, Lauren. I never wanted to be a vampire." "But still you're glad I did it. Otherwise you never would've met this mysterious girl, am I right?" "Leave Jade out of this." ;"We'll see about that, little sister."

Dizem que devemos ter cuidado com o que desejamos, mas e se ao deseja a morte de uma pessoa isso acontecesse? O namorado de Jade Thirlwall, Jed Elliot, abriu fogo contra vários alunos na cantina da escola em que estudavam. Atingida ao tentar detê-lo, Jade também acaba salvando a vida de uma colega que a maltratava, Perrie Edwards, mas é responsabilizada pela tragédia por causa da lista que ajudou a criar. A lista com o nome dos estudantes que praticavam bullying contra os dois. Agora, ainda se recuperando do ferimento e do trauma, Jade é forçada a voltar para a escola para terminar o Ensino Médio, onde terá que aprender uma lição sobre amor, perdão e segundas chances. Ps.: adaptação do livro de Jennifer Brown

Little Mix has finished the Get Weird Tour and was enjoying a short break until the promotion of their fourth album. Jerrie and Lesy were staying at their apartments to write songs for their new album. However, Perrie realized her feeling for Jade was getting stronger and she found it hard to contain her feeling for the brunette, and being around Jade for nearly 24/7 was definitely not helping at all. Little did she know Jade was just feeling the same, but what she didn't know was a bad memory from the past was haunting her...ironically Perrie was the one holding Jade back...