Seonghwa hasn't been this bad in a while. It was a combination of things, really, that lead to the fall. It always is. Hongjoong's deep inside of him, forcing his back to arch. "So pretty, Seonghwa," he groans, hands skimming down Seonghwa's body. The praise doesn't set him on fire the way it normally does, the coil in his abdomen feels less like arousal and more like some sort of dread. A dead weight. He screws his eyes shut. "So pretty for me, baby," Hongjoong whispers right into his ear. Seonghwa doesn't believe it for a second.

After losing the love of his life three years ago, Hongjoong vows to honor Seongie's memory by becoming a nurse, caring for the sick and elderly. Jaded by the tragic past, he resigns himself to a quiet life without attachment. Seonghwa was an extravagant playboy trying to live up to his father's expectations until a car accident ripped his life apart. Now he's confined to a wheelchair and numb to his existence. Hongjoong never expected to see Seongie's face again, especially reflected on his newest patient, and Seonghwa never expected to regain the feeling in his cold heart.

Haunted by strange dreams, Hongjoong begins to question the blurry line between right and wrong. Seonghwa has the perfect life, but yearns for a muse other than his provocative boyfriend. Unfortunately, these troubled men find each other before they find themselves.

──★ ˙☕ ̟ !! coffee beans and soju - seongjoong ✮.ᐟ _________________________________________ "you never know what type of person someone is until they order their coffee." "oh really? so what type of person am i?" "a beautiful one~" _________________________________________ in which an aspiring producer meets a lonely barista. _________________________________________ - 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝚄𝚂 - ♡ 𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ♥︎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 ♡︎ 𝚑𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚜 ♡︎ 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚍 _________________________________________ 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍: 𝟶𝟿.𝟶𝟷.𝟸𝟸 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍: 𝟶𝟽.𝟸𝟸.𝟸𝟸

Hongjoong was nineteen years old when he became the leader of an idol group. Nineteen, still a kid himself- and yet there he was in charge of the success and livelihood of seven other boys. He had plenty of shit to deal with, keep track of, worry about. So it's safe to say the last thing he needed was to fall in love with Park Seonghwa.

Something happened that summer, and that something is their own little secret.

translations open imagine if you and your soulmate had a language barrier? san and wooyoung can relate

❝I thought there was no space for us in the sky.❞ In which San believes the moon has forgotten about him, and the stars bring him Wooyoung. written: 15/08/19-23/08/19 edited: 12/10/19 word count: 3,484

Friends to lovers but it's a bit messier than you think it is.

Mingi had sort of always been aware of it. The difference, the contrast, the absolutely ocean sized gap between him and Yunho's personalities. It wasn't exactly hard to notice.