Takes place in 1979, before fhe cure was made. Basically its going to be based around the development of Robert/simon's friendship and how it grows ^·^ And there will be some sensitive topics and mature themes

Sequel to Faith In Me. After recording seventeen seconds and faith; Robert feels even more stuck. He has developed a few...bad habits, due to trauma he refuses to deal with. Robert has fallen into a pit of despair, his anger fueled by drugs and alcohol. Mary has left him, his family is growing tired of his self destruction. All Robert has left is Simon- but he fears that soon Simon will also leave him. Robert has become a dark, resentful person who believes that he can only rely on himself to get better; despite his closest friends trying to get him to open up. Robert is denying himself what he truly wants; and it consumes him like a vile disease until he destroys himself.... (Pornography era, 18+. Mentions of drug abuse, physical and sexual assault, eating disorders, violence)

when the falling out of the cure and the mental abuse Robert had to endure finally ended; Robert finally returns home. however, now that Robert has given up; what is he to do now? every moment Robert is tucked away in his room, his mind continues to race with the memories he tried to forget. the traumas caused from recording pornography is still fresh and Robert finds himself still longing for the self destructive distraction that started this whole mess in the first place. without the company of the people he used to call friends; Robert finds himself in a similar cycle of depression he was in before he was in the cure. Robert didn't know how to move on, he couldn't get the images of Simon's final expression out of his mind- or the memory of that horrible night.... people always said that time would heal wounds; but Robert believed his wounds ran too deep to ever be healed. ************* book 3 of the faith series!!!