Don't you call her baby. We're not talking lately. Don't you call her what you used to call me... A story in which a girl who writes songs falls in love with the boy who sings them. "Color...What a deep and mysterious language, the language of dreams." - Paul Gauguin. DO NOT PRINT MY BOOKS! *TW: story contains mature topics such as mental abuse, PTSD, minor drug usage, and minor sexual content.*

"Pain...is beautiful" "I never saw it that way" The words had already tumbled out of my mouth. "Yeah, it's a different angle of seeing it." He answered smoothly. "What made you look at it that way?" He drew in a deep breathe as he stared at the picturesque view sprawled ahead of us. "Pain....makes you feel alive" The Presidential Election is one day away when tragedy strikes at the heart of American power. The country cannot know. Not yet. Tasked with keeping both the secret and the nation intact, CIA agent April Crawford races against a clock only she can see. But beneath the politics, the encrypted messages and the shadows of Paris, lies a story far more personal than she ever imagined. How many mysteries can one woman solve? And how many broken hearts, including her own, can she heal?

*Story Contains Mature and Explicit Content* [COMPLETED] "Strangers in the dark can change your life in the light." "As I reach the front door I can't help the same question swimming around in my mind, what could possibly be on all of those tapes?" ----- Preview: "You wanna try and be my medicine Abby?" he asks with a deep testing tone, keeping his voice quiet. "I can try" I breathe out as I gulp when his grip tightens "Try me" His hand slides up my throat, his long fingers wrapping tight around my jaw "That's what you really want?" I nod, as I sigh out a shallow yes, and I see every muscle in his body tense, as he wets his lips; hoarsely murmuring his next sentence like its his last try at making me change my mind. "I'm dangerous Abby, this is your last chance, tried to warn you" My stomach twists and knots, as I use every ounce of bravery I have. "Prove it then" ----- Book Started : DEC 2018 - COMPLETED MAY 2019