To Kade Sanford Black, falling for his best friend Xanthie Lorenz, a serious and drop-dead handsome songwriter, was a line he did not want to cross. Knowing all too well the huge possibility of losing the only person who could see through him, he took a step back and put a distance to sustain their friendship - especially since Xanthie is soon to marry. Will Kade be able to hold back his feelings until he sees Xanthie married? Or will he finally have the courage to confess his feelings...and risk losing the only friend he has? WARNING: This story contains depictions of suicide, self-harm, and mental health crises that may be upsetting for some readers. Any depictions of mental health issues herein are not meant as a replacement for medical care. If you or someone you know deals with similar issues, they should seek the help of a medical professional. Reader discretion is advised. If you or someone you know in the U.S. is contemplating suicide, please encourage them to call 988 or visit 988lifeline.org. For international resources, please visit: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international-suicide-hotline s.html CECELIB | C.C. Cover by Ren Tachibana

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After securing his dream job at a luxurious resort abroad, Sinag thought he had found a perfect backdrop for a new chapter of his life. Little did he know, his definition of paradise was about to be redefined by a man whose enigmatic presence turned his world upside down. As he navigated the complexities of desire and ambition, he found himself questioning everything he thought he knew about love and the true meaning of paradise. Genre: Romance BL Taglish Completed Word count: 177, 000+ ©2021 #1 in boyxboy [070221] #1 in boyslove [101721] #1 in bl [010222]

[ BL | MATURED CONTENT | ENGLISH ] When his youthful master discovers the loyal servant Ulysses in a private moment, things take an unexpected turn. Instead of being rejected, an unexpected offer is made, which starts a life-changing adventure that will never be forgotten by Ulysses. "He can't speak clearly, yet he moans perfectly; what more could I want?" Date started: 04-01-2022 Date ended: 10-31-2022