"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... you can see everyone else around you... breathing" ••••• "I'm Fine" - the biggest lie a person has ever told. Courtney was Luke's best friend until she fell into depression and there was no one to catch her. Not until Mark came along and everything was okay, apart from Luke was being torn apart every time he saw them - but it was making her happy, the relationship, so he was 'Fine'. Mark brutally broke up with Courtney and now she won't talk to anyone. Courtney has depression again but it's worse - and Luke has to bring her out of it.

How do you tell your friends that you are getting bad again? Spoiler : you don't ▪︎A Cashton Fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders. Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad story

Sequel to: Falling A.I When you try everything to safe the person you love, you don't realise you are losing yourself in the process. ▪︎A Cashton Fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders, substance abuse (excessive smoking, alcohol). Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad story

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.