I do not want to make Niki feel anyway uncomfortable with this story, if she is not ok with this i will take it down immediately. There is NO smut included in this story. This is a book i have written it as if Y/N is a female so if you are not female please change the pronouns to what you would like :D

Based on the dream smp story line. tommy becomes deeply depressed and full of grief after being exiled causing him to wonder how get back and know who his true friends are. he could always just take the easy road. the discs, his tubbo, his world, his choice. how much is he willing to risk for the people he loves? how much is everyone willing to do to discover the truths painful or blissful? things are never quite as they truly seem.. CHAPTER SUMMARY'S TO FIND YOU'RE PLACE INCLUDED MORE INFO IN A/N *suicide *friendship arc *in dreamsmp roleplay *Angst *Anxiety, dperession, and derealization Ranks: #1- Inbetween #1- discwar

" 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙮 " " 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 " 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙨𝙢𝙥 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 || 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙥 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 ~*~*~*~ fantasy au, storyline will not follow plot of smp if anyone involved in the story is uncomfortable with it, i shall remove it instantly. platonic interactions with minors.

COMPLETED Y/N is a 19 year old streamer, she was inspired to do it when her brother Clay/Dream started getting more hype. But that wasn't her only secret.. y/n has sever anxiety and depression. The only way she could be happy was streaming with her 1k viewers. Until she raided from a bigger streamer and her brothers bestfriend; Sapnap. ( mostly reader x Sapnap but a bit of Dreamnotfound )

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛꜱ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇꜱᴛꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ'ꜱ ɢʜᴏꜱᴛ. ❛𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘺- 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵, 𝘞𝘪𝘭?❜ ❛𝘏𝘮? 𝘖𝘩! 𝘏𝘪! 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘈𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘣𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘺.❜ 𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐭: 𝐎𝐨𝐩𝟒𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬: 𝐒𝐡𝐞/𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐆𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐂𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 (𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭.)