my suicide attempt and story about depression. triggering, well it says it all in the title.

❝ This is the closest I'll ever get to flying. ❞ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ No one can fully understand the truth ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ behind a girls suicide, unless the girl ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ who jumped actually tells you the full ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ story. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But that's impossible because she's ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ dead. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But what if she could tell you why she ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ killed herself? Would you be willing to ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ listen? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Well, I'm Amber Fields. And this is why I ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ jumped. This story describes the ten days before Amber committed suicide. Do not read if you are triggered by suicide or cutting. This story contains a small amount of romance. This is not meant to romanticize suicide in any way. Edited✔️

A poetry book by me, Lillian or "-L" --- "your just a blunt, that i'm waiting to burn out, so i can start another one. because after all, we are perfectly wrong for each other -L" --- I started off doing poetry on a tik tok account, (@randompoemsimade) and my account grew a following, as people told me to make a book of all my poems, so here it is :) -L --- #3 in poetry 2.2.21 #1 in poem 2.4.21 #1 in poems 2.10.21

the sad story of a fallen angel who's name starts with L i was an angel. with the beauty of Aphrodite, and the kindness of a mother. but i met someone who was evil, and showed me how to never love again. i fall from heaven, as my once shiny, bright wings turn dark. tears fall from my eyes as i know i will never be how i used to be, all because of him. he may not be the devil, but that is where he is bringing me. hell is where the unwanted angels are. -L --- i started writing poetry as a way to cope, then i made a tiktok account (@randompoemsimade) to share them. people seemed to like them, so here i am, writing my second book. :) i own all of these poems. posted, March 1st 2021 :) ⚠️BOOK CAN BE TRIGGERING ⚠️

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