Trigger Warnings: Foul language Self harm Etc. BTW: SOME EVENTS WILL BE OUT OF ORDER!!!!! Please don't try getting me to change it because the way I pictured the story, some things were cut out or switched around. I cut certain things out because I don't want this to be very long. I have too many other stories to work on.

[fighting, violence, mention of abuse] "I know you hate my guts.. but you're the last thing that feels real to me." [i changed the title as it'll work better with the plot.] #5 in the henpat tag(hell yea)

COMPLETED 😣For the pick me/quirky girls out there 😜 Y/n L/n. The sarcastic, charming, funny, protective, badass kid. Henry Bowers. The asshole, rude, selfish, sad, hurt Kid. A story of you two; A new blossom of Love. XREADER DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS/ACTORS/MOVIE

Y/N and her sister Beverly Marsh have been sexually abused by their father. When Beverly moves away to love with their aunt in Portland Y/N gets raped by their father and she moves into the Bowers residence. What happens when Butch rapes her in her sleep? What happens when her father dies and she gets pregnant? What happens to her and the Bowers Gang especially Y/N and Henry? Stay tuned to find out.

(Y/N) Kaspbrak is the oldest member in the Losers Club and 2 years older than Eddie. When she hears that Georie goes missing she tries everything in her power to protect the Losers Club, ESPECIALLY Eddie Spaghetti. One day, when she goes out to find Georgie on her own, she runs into a certain mullet wearing åšśhøłē (I had to). When she meets the rest of the Bowers gang, surprisingly they don't hurt her, instead they feel like protecting her like she's their little sister. But what happens when she catches the eyes of the leader of the gang himself? Will she feel the same way? or Will she just see him as just another brother/friend? How will Eddie react to Bowers having feelings for his sister? A/N: Hey peoples, so I just wanna say that this is my first book. I'm sorry if it's terrible. I read a lot of good fanfics like this and decided to try it out. I'll try to update as much as possible since I have no life and I hope you like it. If you have any questions or ideas please comment but NO HATE COMMENTS PLEASE. Enjoy.

Y/n moves to Derry Maine with her mother after she left her father, whom is a drug addict. Hearing about Henry from The Losers Club, Y/n believes he is a horrible person. After a while Y/n realizes that her and Henry have a lot more in common than she first thought. - A clown keeps popping up whenever Y/n is alone or in her dreams. After Y/n's friends tell their experiences, you realize how messed up Derry really is.