James spent every living breath trying to save Regulus Black. Turns out it wasn't enough. Or was it? "i'm sorry" "no, I am. for thinking i could save you."

When Sirius Black, who changes girls like underwear (so shockingly, quite often), finally finds himself a long-term girlfriend, everyone in Hogwarts thinks he must be the happiest man alive. But he isn't. Maggie isn't his soulmate, and while he likes her, he still lacks something, or someone, special. And so does Remus Lupin, who (as always) seems to be the only person in Hogwarts to notice that something's up. Maybe it's just that he doesn't like Maggie or her dick jokes and thinks that only he can be enough for Black. Maybe... but Lupin isn't going to rest until he and Sirius go out together at least once.

"was that spur of the moment or...?" "i hope it wasn't." sirius can't bear to look at the darkened eyes of remus anymore because how can the life be drained that quickly? how can one second he be smiling and laughing in his school uniform at the stupid antics they'd get up to and the next he'd be looking down, not bothering to make eye contact? it's like watching a person turn to dust in your fingers. so being the bright person he is, he decides to take his best friend on a road trip and boy does he know where that'll take him. wolfstar road trip au 30.06.18 - 11.09.18 disclaimer: mention of abuse, suicidal thoughts and mental disorders. also, it is not the most well written AT ALL so just... don't say anything lol. *nothing but the plot belongs to me. all the characters belong j.k rowling.* °highest ranking: #1- imfine°

I don't hate you Padfoot I really don't hate you Moony

this is the way most disasters start, with sirius. it's no surprise that sirius gets james into another ridiculous situation. but -- sirius does end up meeting the cutest guy ever at a bar, and james does end up meeting this adorable redhead, so, small perks. (side jily), modern!marauders au. cover by @hmarsland!

On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me...a sex chequebook, of course. Sirius gives Remus an early Christmas present - a novelty chequebook with various sexy gifts to cash in. High-jinks, hilariously awkward situations and gratuitous amounts of sex ensue over a twelve day period on the lead up to Christmas Day.

Despite his monthly issue, Remus couldn't complain about much. He has two parents who love him dearly, two best mates he can count on for anything, and a girlfriend of roughly 6 years who adores him. Everything in his life is perfect. Isn't it? But the picture perfect life of Remus Lupin is just that. An image of who he is supposed to be. Not who he is. The cookie cutter world he has always known comes crumbling down when he befriends Sirius Black. Remus must decide if he wants to remain in the safety of his world, or to live in a world with Sirius Black. A life with no control. *only 2 mature parts*

"This is a bad idea," Remus breaths. "That's what makes it so good," Sirius replies huskily.

Maybe if Sirius Black wished for it hard enough, Remus Lupin would be his. If only his family wasn't caught up in an old rivalry resurfacing... (Marauders era Hogwarts reimagined with no Voldy cause... no one wants Voldy messing with the boys - I just want them to have the happy ending they deserve) WARNING : GRAPHIC VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. If you're going through tough times, or fighting depression or a similar mental disorder, please be safe ♡ Highest ranking : #2 in wolfstar