[COMPLETE] Awsten Knight is in the aftermath of his break up, preparing for almost a full year of touring. He's going through his days mindlessly, awaiting the next sugar spike that will spark the start of this seemingly never ending cycle. His next sugar spike, comes at 11:11, in the form of a girl wandering around Target. Awsten feels drawn to her, intrigued in too many ways to count. The only way to get his feelings out of his system is to write about it, after consulting with his best friend and bandmate, Geoff. He writes an obsessive love song, which he finds himself playing on repeat, only becoming more infatuated with this mystery girl, every time he thinks of her. Elle Wright leaves her home city after a painful breakup, escaping to the other side of the world, desperate for a change of scenery. She didn't know that her new start would include becoming best friends with her idol. The two of them are finding their feet, learning to be alone again, and in that, they find comfort in each other. Though, they can't help the overwhelming feelings that after their respective heartbreaks, they may never bloom again.

I just feel so powerless, just as things start to get better everything falls apart"

❝there's nothing in my system so i'm feeling what i feel for you. and i just need you to feel it, too.❞ Awsten was a natural blue, drenched in yellow for the past year and a half and she burned through him with the red of her betrayal. After that, all he felt was gray. His once colorful world shattered, filled only with blues and deep, inky black. He was hollow, torn apart, ruined. Ellie was violet, a serene lilac against a raging sea. She, too, burned like paper in a fire because of him and locked herself behind the walls of a birdcage that became her prison. The demons of Hell threatened to swallow her whole. But they found each other, in the wreckage of their shattered relationships. She unlocked her prison cell and he began to see color again. Only this time, when he looked at her, he saw a color he'd never seen before. She was MINT. narrative + social media. cover (c) yours truly [COMPLETED!]

awstenknight has followed taylormartxn taylor, a single mother trying her best to raise her 5 year old daughter, elle. one day, out of the blue, awsten follows taylor back, unleashing years of unresolved issues. started: july 6th 2020 ended:november 12th 2020 THE CODE TO THIS BOOK BROKE IN 2024 WHEN I TRIED TO REVISE THE STORY!! highest ranks: #3 on parx #4 awstenknight #6 awsten #4 jawn #1 elijahdaniel #2 waterparks

T H E E N D W A S N T O U R S T O F E A R B U T A L L T H A T M E A N S I S A N E W B E G I N N I N G - #1 in awsten knight 2-3-19 #1 in waterparks 25-12-19

❝all i do is miss you; all i do is want you back.❞ Three cheers for five years. Isn't that how the saying goes? Five years was as close to forever as they were going to get it seemed. Awsten's sadness got the better of him, the doubt finally swallowing him whole, and Lia didn't know how to help him or how to make him stay. So when he told her goodbye, it was with tears in his eyes. Two years is a long time to be without a crucial part of yourself. Awsten couldn't give his heart to someone else because he hadn't gotten it back from Lia, despite his best efforts to forget her. Lia was much the same way; how could she possibly be with someone else when she compared every other man she met to Awsten? The solution? Invite Lia on tour with Waterparks again, for old time's sake. Stuck in close quarters again after all this time will remind both Awsten and Lia that their feelings for each other haven't died, no matter how much time has passed. But Awsten has a girlfriend now and there are still secrets between him and Lia that need to be worked out and ignoring them has gotten them nowhere fast. cover (c) yours truly [COMPLETED; sequel is SLIPPED THE CURSE]

❝i love you so rough it burns my bones.❞ Life is good. Awsten and Lia found their way back to each other. Waterparks is on the cusp of releasing what is proving to be their biggest release to date, on a much larger, more exciting record label. Things are almost too good. History repeats itself, as it often does. It is a surprise and a shock, however not completely unwelcome. Both Awsten and Lia are extremely gun shy after the loss of their first son, so being pregnant again only seems to fan the flames of their shared anxiety and the ghosts from the past trickle into their safe, secluded little bubble, threatening to destroy the life that they had started building back up together. They will have to work together, something they did not do last time, in order to keep their relationship steady and not repeat their past mistakes. Because if they break this time, there will be no coming back. Sequel to RAINY DAYS IN LA. [COMPLETE]