"metanoia /ˌmɛtəˈnɔɪə/ noun change in one's way of life resulting from penitence or spiritual conversion. "Since you came along I experienced a profound metanoia, everything about me became just about you. so then you decided to crawl under my soul like a relentless hurricane and flip my life over, you decided to show me that before you, I was no one. You decided to touch every single part of my being, every inch of my mind, my soul and my body to make me believe this is what i've been missing my entire life, that this was really the kind of love people talked about. But it turned out to be the complete opposite, you wanted me to experience metanoia after meeting you, and I forgot that for that, you had to become my penitence." // TW // contains descriptive, strong bloody violence, drug use, illegal activities. strong language, scenes of sexual nature. intended for mature audiences only.

*DISCONTINUED* "Oh, you want too much!" she cried to Gatsby. "I love you now - isn't that enough? I can't help what's past." She began to sob helplessly. "I did love him once - but I loved you too." I chose this because life doesn't come with takebacks or do-overs, and for all that Daisy seems a little dim, she gets it-and Gatsby doesn't. Daisy's never going to be that golden-white girl again." No, the real reason I chose this quote is because I felt like it describes Harry and I. It describes our relationship. Gatsby was so in love with Daisy he was willing to look past any mistake she had ever done, because she helped show a better version of him. Just like how Harry helped me and showed a better version of myself. //Sydney Horan is a high school student who has the stress of peer pressure, acing her classes, impressing people and dating. She also has to figure out how to deal with many internal struggles that she doesn't share with anyone. That is until a certain boy comes along and helps her express her feelings and discover new things about herself that she didn't know about. MATURE CONTENT~ SEXUAL CONTENT/SEXUAL ASSAULT/ANXIETY/DEPRESSION/PANIC ATTACKS/RACISM/SEXISM/DRUG USAGE/ HOMOPHOBIA

Crimson being the color of so many different things but when it becomes the only color she can see ,she is now consumed. " No one ever appreciates a empty sky but when the moon is full and the stars are bright all of a sudden everyone wants to look up"

''According to Freud psychoanalytic theory, the id is the primitive and instinctual part of the mind that contains sexual and aggressive drives and hidden memories, the super-ego operates as a moral conscience, and the ego is the realistic part that mediates between the desires of the id and the super-ego.'' Which one of them is going to win? Mature and explicit content. Read at your own risk.

Three weeks in Europe. Two heartbroken strangers. One whirlwind romance.

After a hard breakup that led to closing herself, Sage is finally managing to see things from a new perspective. Moved from London to L.A to start fresh and try to find herself. She then meets THE Harry Styles, who will show her what she's been missing in life. But this is in no way your typical love story... no one expects to let someone in that easily, especially Sage. TW: story contains mature topics such as mental and physical abuse, PTSD, and sexual content.* . soft/famous Harry

Life has a cruel way of dishing out lemons sometimes. Quinn Parker, a quiet small town girl had her life completely turned upside when her best friend Charlotte suddenly passed away. Her brother, Elijah brings her along on tour with him and the band he works for, One Direction. A distraction of sorts. Her life changes when she finds her best friends bucket list tucked away in her tatted black journal. She decides to live as her friend wanted to and complete the crazy things on the list. What she didn't bank on was the whirlwind that was Harry, who helps her begin to tick things off of her list, one by one. What she doesn't know is the life she knows now is harboured with secrets and lies. tw- this book deals with the concept of death, violence, sexual content. { please note that this is completely fictional and is in no way shape or form a representation of Harry or the rest of the band in real life. The story is using their names and their looks however, please remember it is fictional. This story is set in 2017 onwards however One Direction are still a band in this AU}

"You're too good for me Sunshine." His voice deep and low as he whispers just enough for me to hear into my ear. "I'm not, I can be just as bad as you." My voice wretched in my own ears and my cheeks burn with embarrassment. He leans closer to my face now, his pupils taking up nearly his entire iris and he looks down at me with a malicious smile. We both knew I would never be as bad as him. His fingers reaching out just slightly and skimming across the soft skin of my neck and retreating just as I shudder under his touch. Harry smirks knowingly, "You're sounding desperate now Jules.. can you tempt me?" He leans back in his chair and stretches his legs out patting his lap almost calling for me now. "I- I can try." My voice wavers through my own ears and I know I'll regret this in the morning. Before I could move Harry's sitting up with quick movements and grabbing at my jaw pulling me directly between his legs. "My sunshine, my temptress you are." Juliet Flores was not expecting college to be filled with complete and utter chaos, she was running from the skeletons in her own closet... now how did she end up dancing with the ones in Harry's. Hate is a strong word... not strong enough to describe the relationship between the two though, not strong at all. //Trepidation; a feeling of fear or agitation about something that may happen.// CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT #20 in Dark Harry #4 in Dramatic Started April 1st 2021

𝑨𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒊𝒔: the god of beauty and desire. a man so ethereal, so endlessly godlike, endearing and enthralling it wasn't a wonder how he did what he did or got away with what he did. C.W: contains sexual and violent content. 18+. Started: January 2021. I DO NOT CONDONE TRANSLATIONS OR PDF PRINTING OF MY WORK.