An unknown aspiring actress dealing with self harm and anxiety auditioned for the role of Raymond Reddington's body guard in the long time TV show: Blacklist. She didn't expect to get the role but lo and behold she did! This was her first big role let alone her first time working with big time actors like James Spader. Will she make a name for herself like she always dreamed to do? Or will she lose this opportunity and the chance to get to know THE James Spader? Warning: this story contains details of self harm, anxiety disorders, assault, alcohol abuse as well as smoking. If you're not comfortable reading these topics please skip this story. (There won't be warnings on the chapters containing these sensitive subjects.) Word Count: 11,000 Authors Note: In no way am I trying to glorify self harm, mental illness or substance abuse, or any type of assault to others, but as someone who struggles with my own difficulties, I will write it realistically and the way I perceive it, to bring attention to these struggles many go through. If you're in immediate danger of harming yourself or others don't be afraid to call the local help line where you live. There is no shame whatsoever in asking for help or admitting you need some.

"You're like a wall, closed tight. Do you ever open up?" "I don't know. Maybe." Lee Holloway gets a new job at the office of E. Edward Grey, where she starts to discover new things about herself. AN: I love this movie and it's truly the only thing on my mind, so I hope you enjoy it even if it might be a bit ooc.

(Alt. reality - If we kinda shifted the late 90s by about 30 years our way) couldn't find much decent James spader stuff - so I wrote some!

Elaine Shroyer is a senior Archaeology major at her state university. Lost with how to move forward with her life after college, friends dropping out of her life like flies, and a compulsion to drink to help her "study better", she buries herself in the home stretch of her bachelor's degree in order to find her way via relentless studying.

in which the author grew tired of searching wattpad for popular actors from the 80s, so she decided to make her own book of male face claims. © 2018 ↯ plebeians- male face claims

James Spader Fan Fiction! Aubrey and James learn to balance their lives together while raising their two sons and expecting a new one on the way. Throughout the story, we will find that love has no bounds for this two and they would do anything for each other. Smut Warning

Another James Spader fan fiction. Similar to my first "When You Meet A Man" where it takes place with a fellow actress on set, this time a background actor. This story takes place in modern times depicting how main character Penelope Rogers tries to flirt with a newly single James Spader! If you're here for smut only, it starts at chapter: "The Ritz-Carlton"

Rebecca is casted as Raymond Reddington's bodyguard in the newest season of The Blacklist. It's been her dream to be casted in a show or film with James Spader as she is deeply in love with him but fears to show it. Will she be able to contain her attraction to her co star? Will he feel the same or remain loyal to Leslie? Will this end up with a restraining order? Who knows! *I enjoy writing fan-fics on the realistic side of things so I'm not one to just write in, "He falls in love with her and they live happily every after" so I apologize if it starts off slow with the first few chapters. I like to make it realistic where they actually get to know each other and life happens etc. Please leave any feedback you'd like and enjoy! ❤️ *for those here for smut only, it starts slowly at Part 8, Weighing the Options

James never thought 63 would look like this. He just finished a show he spent over a decade creating, he's going through a breakup and trying to find peace within not having full custody of his son. They said the older you get, the more you have under control? Well for James, it appeared to be the opposite. *if you're here for smut only, it starts on Chapter 6

She wasn't looking for redemption. He wasn't interested in salvation. A chance meeting leads to new alliances, but safety is only an illusion. Fate has made its move, but it will only carry them so far. After that you have to choose: fight or die. The world ended the day the dead rose. Can she build a life in what remains or is fate not done yet? (Daryl x OFC) ~ I tried to stay true to the characters, and with the addition of some original scenes, this will follow the TV show (eventually). There will be some minor and major changes along the way. Hope you like them. Enjoy! I don't own/have any rights to TWD or its characters, scenes, etc. However, my characters (especially Alex) and the plot lines I have created are my own. Please do not plagiarize.