❝Just know that from this point on, whatever happens, I'll be with you. I'm not gonna leave your side until you tell me to.❞ . . .in which she helps him find his way back to himself. [BOOK ONE] [Highest ranking: #1 in MCU/fanfiction as of 5/26/18]

A/N: first few chapters are a bit 'cringy' with spelling errors (I write this on my phone) but if you can get past those two things, I PROMISE the story and writing get better. Will be doing heavy editing/construction once the book is complete Agent Amelia Hayes is the newest recruit to the Avengers team after getting a second chance at life thanks to none other than Tony Stark. While learning how to use her powers for good and what it truly means to be a hero, shes also creating bonds with everyone on the team as they help her along her journey. All except James Buchanan Barnes that is. She doesn't know why the moody super soldier has such a vendetta towards her but she does know that she can't help but get flustered and ogle around him. Getting to the root of everything is one problem. Figuring out where to go when she gets her answers is another. But Amelia Hayes never backs down from a challenge. RANKED #1 jamesbuchananbarnes as of 03/13/2021 RANKED #2 Barnes as of 03/16/2021 (thank you all so so much <3) • • • • • • • • • • • • • • I do NOT own any Marvel characters or events, only my OC. All rights reserved to MCU

After losing her mother, and spiraling into destructive behaviour that causes friction in her already strained relationship with her father, Eden Stark is assigned yet another person to keep an eye on her, but will he save her from herself, or cause her further heartbreak? #1 in Disruption #1 in BuckyBarnes #9 in TheWinterSoldier #2 in Captain America

Bucky may have been found and is being helped, but there were others with him. While regaining his own memories, he see's a specific girl fighting against him with HYDRA. She's fast, strong, and silent, just like him. He may not remember much, but he does know that he wants to save that girl from what the rest of HYDRA is doing to her. While they plan on how to get her to safety, they meet her outside in the streets. She's masked from the eyes down and she's ready to kill. After seeing and fighting her, Bucky remembers more about her than he thought there was to remember. He found that feelings sprouted inside the seemingly emotionless Winter Soldier, and maybe in the other soldier as well.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. I could never hurt you." He whispers into my neck. I stroke the back of his head with careful fingers, chin resting lightly atop his skull. "I know." I soothe, pulling him closer still. Sobs escape from his chest, rattling his shoulders in an unsteady rhythm. In that moment, my heart breaks for him and all the terrible things this life has done. It breaks for the guilt and the ghosts swimming in his mind, the person he was never allowed to become. It's not fair. ***** Nyx Nelson, or agent 184, is one of Hydra's best assets - not that she wants to be. With her parents murdered in front of her very eyes at age five, she's been tortured and experimented on for fourteen years. Suddenly her miserable life is turned upside down when the Avengers try to capture her, needing the information she can supply on a set of stolen blueprints for America's next weapon of mass destruction. Offered the deal of a lifetime by Tony Stark, she agrees. But Nyx's emotions are in for an even bigger surprise when she runs into the ghost that has been haunting her dreams for the past five years - The Winter Soldier. At first she does everything she can to avoid the super soldier, who brings back memories she has shut out for years. However, their relationship starts to change as they both realise there is more to the other than meets the eye, with more in common than they thought. Forced to work together in a bid to take down Hydra once and for all, can the two also help each other heal from their shared trauma? Or will their ghosts end up consuming them? ***** All of the characters belong to marvel/Sony apart from Nyx and a few others. The plot, however, is mine though it is inspired by the MCU films. I also don't own the cover art, which I found on Pinterest. Rankings: 1st in Cap - 15.03.21 1st in buckybarnes - 15.03.21 1st in spiderman - 20.03.21 2nd in Avengers - 22.03.21 1st in jamesbuchananbarnes - 26.03.21

𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧𝗟𝗬 𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥 𝗥𝗘𝗩𝗜𝗦𝗜𝗢𝗡/𝗥𝗘𝗪𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘 𝗔𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝟯/𝟭𝟰/𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟱 (𝗶 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗼𝗹𝘁𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻...) epiphany (n.) a moment of sudden and great revelation or realization. following a tortured past, bucky barnes and lucy pierce must work out their differences and use their old chemistry against new opponents. started: may 04, 2021 completed: january 02, 2022 #5 in woman (6/24/2021) #40 in marvelcomics (7/29/21) [The Falcon and The Winter Soldier, Season One, 2021]

James 'Bucky' Barnes/OC AU ~~~ The year is 1973. All Dove Rogers wanted was a relaxing summer. Just one last hoorah before being thrust into adult life. Yet everything shifts when her new houseguest- and long-standing enemy- Bucky Barnes, arrives. In the thick of sun-kissed relaxation, the two of them are forced to face the awakening and burning desire growing between them. Enemies to Lovers/First Love This story is 18+. Specific tags in the first chapter. (I'll update them as I go)