"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴏʀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ, ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀʏ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜʏᴘɴᴏᴛɪᴢɪɴɢ, ʜᴇʀ ɪᴄʏ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀɢɴᴇᴛ. ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ʜᴇʀ. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴ 50 ᴅᴀʏꜱ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴘʀɪᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɢᴏ ꜱᴏʀᴛᴀ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴋ. ɪ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ, ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴅ. ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɢᴜʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ. ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏᴘᴇ ʙʏ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ. ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ. ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪɴ ᴀ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ, ɪᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴏɴᴇ. ᴀ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴇɪʟɪꜱʜ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄ. -ʟᴏᴡᴇʀᴄᴀꜱᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ

what happens when a wallflower meets a social butterfly? ============================== "my darling, you will never be unloved by me; you are well too tangled in my soul." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 6/27/2022 ended: 11/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 12/5/2022 🏅#3 in #billie 11/1/2022 🏅#10 in #eilish 10/26/2022 🏅#12 in #girlxgirl 7/24/2022

-𝒐𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "We're sending you to boarding school. In America." When Lynx's girlfriend dies, her parents are left with other choice but to send her to boarding school to straighten out her grades. They want her to get over Chelssy's death. Maybe meet someone new. And oh boy, does that happen. Billie. Billie Eilish. The girl notorious for breaking people's hearts without so much as batting an eyelid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏- 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆

~𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚? 𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒎 𝒊? 𝒐𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒄𝒆~ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - It's been almost 2 and a half years since Lynx last saw Billie. Lily hasn't responded to any of the millions of phone calls, texts, or desperate DMs from her ex and would like to keep it that way. But it's hard to ignore someone when you bump into them in real life. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒕𝒐𝒐 '𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 | 𝑩.𝑬'

-𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- when billie crashes the car, life for the couple goes even more pear-shaped than before. what will lynx do when Billie becomes someone she hasn't met in over 3 years? and what will happen when she does something about it? sequel too 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆

this is a love story.

how could this be a love story?

"Oh my fucking god," I gagged and quickly covered my mouth with my hand to try to stop myself from throwing up. "No, no, no, no, baby! It's okay! Just don't look!" She quickly said and tried rubbing my back like she usually does, but I flinched away from her touch. "What do you mean, there's blood everywhere!" "It's okay! He was sick, I swear!" "No, he wasn't, Billie! You are!" Contains: -murder -torture -assault -substance abuse -sex/sexual situations -strong language

i seem weak because i want to