Ivy, It is five am and I still love you. 5 days ago I loved you. In 6 years 12 days and 3 minutes I will love you. When I am old and withering and sitting on a porch in my big white house on a lake I will love you. I just hope you are there with me all the time that I will love you. Ivy, you are the greatest emotional roller coaster I have been on. Ivy I love you. I wish you did too. -Oliver