There's a lot of beautiful things that you never know its existence. You just need to close your eyes in order to see it. Cari Aerwyna Bartolome thought that the church she went in and out of was the safest place on earth. Turn out, she was wrong. After being raped inside the sacred place, after that nightmare, she sees it as one of the most scariest place- a hell on earth. No one believe what happened to her, not even her own parents. She is traumatized by what happened. Not until one day, she ran away from home and wanted to drown herself in the water with all her miseries and agonies. But right when she was just about to, destiny has it's own way to intervene. She got into an accident on her way to the sea. Eldoris saved her. A man who live far away from the City. He was living in a place where calmess and serenity will be found. Will Cari be okay after the accident? How about her trauma? Will it be gone or worsen? Will the horror of her past kill her? Or his presence will be her dosage of serotonin? She was saved by a man with tantalizing ocean eyes, will she be safe on his hands? ______________ TRIGGER WARNING: this novel contains sensitive contents (rape, self-harm, suicide) and if you are sensitive on these topics or you have traumas about it, please ignore this and look for something else. Thankyou.

"You're hurting me..." I whispered. But his grip only got tighter as the pain got even more crucial. "It's what you get for stopping the party yesterday," Liam said. "I needed to," I murmured under my breath in the hopes that he would hear the weakness in my voice and let me go. But at last, it was only hoped that made me think that way. He didn't let go; he wouldn't let go until he taught a firm lesson. No matter how many times I ask and plead for forgiveness, he is never going to go until he is satisfied. "Were you jealous that you weren't invited? Is that why you had to sabotage the whole thing, uh?" he bit his teeth, his voice getting angrier and his hold on me crushing. "Ow.. please...," I said tears rolling down my eyes. He didn't say anything this time just watched me cry, and I could basically see the smirk forming on his lips in slow motion. This is what he wanted for me as if it was never enough for him to see me like this. I waited for him to say something anything, but instead, he let me go aggressively and pushing past me hard, causing me to lose balance and fall to the marble floor. I looked up to see everyone watching me struggle to get up. No one came to help, and I didn't expect them to they watched and laughed and even filmed, but no one came to my rescue. - The fake smiles, laughter, friends I am getting sick of it all. I always felt like I didn't belong anywhere with him gone. It was even worse. It was pathetic that I thought it's okay I will get through this, but I am slipping away falling slowly. The only reason I am still holding on is for my family. But he hurts me, bullies me, breaks me in ways I can't even describe. He has become the worst nightmare, and I can't wake up from it. There is no helping me from his sick and twisted games. After all, he believes I was the reason for the death of his best friend. But I have to hold on only one more year till I don't have to see him anymore. I need to survive as an outcast...

Her only goal is to finish the last year of her High School life in peace. But then she met a guy who is so good at destroying peace.