BOOK ONE Coming out was supposed to set Julian free. Instead, it left him with a broken arm, a mother who won't stop preaching, and a silence that grows heavier every day. High school feels like a cage, and Julian is certain he doesn't belong anywhere-until Paul crashes into his world. With his inked skin, effortless charm, and a following that makes him untouchable, Paul should be the last person Julian lets close. But in Paul's arms, Julian feels something he's never known before: safe. As their connection deepens, so does the danger. Loving Paul means risking exposure, rejection, and heartbreak all over again. Worse, it means facing the cruelest voice of all-the one inside Julian's own head. Tender, raw, and unflinching, Open is a story about first love, first heartbreak, and finding the courage to believe you're worthy of both. ::: I could feel it when his body finally went slack, when he'd fallen asleep and soft snores emitted. And I thought I was getting better at this breaking down thing... I honestly did but when I was alone, I seemed to fall apart. Endless serenades of how worthless I'd been and how destructive I was; I was a disappointment to literally everyone and I hated it. My breathing became shallow as I cried for the second time that day, finally feeling content being immersed in guilt. A shudder wracked through my body, tears escaping and Paul pulled me closer as he woke silently. Mumbling soft nothings against my skin and kissing it to slow my breathing, he tried to lull me to sleep, "It's okay, you're okay." Refusing to speak -my voice failing me- his arm came up to wrap around my shoulder and I held him there, placing a small kiss to his tattooed skin in a broken sign of gratitude, I must've run out of tears. And I felt at ease.

tyler: woke and pissed. no filter, you may be offended. [this mostly deals with issues in america. if you come here with some "well, white people are oppressed in blah blah blah." i will put you in your place about derailing topics. your country wouldn't go into war and become allies with someone else when they don't even have the necessary tools for their own survival, would they? think of this like that.]

Not every kid starts high school in sophomore year. Then again, not every kid is a scrawny gay nerd named Rocky Apollo living in Bum Ass Nowhere, USA. Not every kid has to put up with constant bullying from a childhood friend. As if that weren't enough, Rocky has caught the attention of the volatile school bully, who makes him an offer he can't refuse. Help him pass his classes, and he'll teach Rocky to fight. COVER BY LUCAS @LukFrh [Final edits made: April 2017] tw: bullying, violence, language, dark themes

For as long as Ian could remember, Noah Rivera has always been the enemy. That one person better than him in every single aspect: Noah was more popular, a lot smarter, and most importantly president of the student council - a position that Ian has wanted ever since he joined Merrol Hines Academy. So when Noah shows interest in Ian he doesn't waste a second to pretend the feelings are mutual, not afraid to cross boundaries when it comes to getting what he wants. What starts out as a game sparked by an old rivalry soon turns into dangerous play when one of them catches feelings. And before he knows Ian's caught up in his own schemes against Noah, and there's no getting out. Highest ranking: #1 in bxb | #1 in lgbtfiction

When blunt and fed up teen, Brett Steadman, sends hate mail- a series of emails packed with profanity and mouthing off- to high school player, Jason White, he doesn't expect a reply. Especially from the school's God, the jock, and bad boy, himself. Brett also doesn't expect Jason's replies to be flirtatious when the leading on is supposed to be the other way around! After an incident at school between the two, Steadman devises up a plan to sabotage Jason White and to get even. But of course, nothing goes to plan. Chaos comes crashing down between the two boys, their group of friends, and the mystery identity- Xan Hangiff, Brett is email Jason under. And meanwhile the game maker just has the biggest rule to follow. Rule number four: Do NOT fall in love with Jason Emmett White. Brett just didn't expect it to be this hard.

In which deja vu is a bitch, and Kiri feels it every time she passes Maddy Clinton's house.

Ezra Drake hated Adrian Vang with a burning passion for reasons the even he himself could not explain. That's why he was so surprised when their first study session included him fucking the smaller boy into his couch.

Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)

Being happy isn't easy for everyone. In which Osmond Greyjoy agrees to accompany Carmen Huego in multiple concerts, traveling from Florida, to New York, to Wisconsin, and learns that it's possible to find someone more suited for him that Adrian Vang. Not gonna lie, this book revolves largely around sex. It's just a whole lot of porn with a plot, so beware.

{COMPLETED} Axel Miller is the smartest guy in school. Or well, he used to be. Ever since his parents left, everything's been going downhill. Jayden Williams, the school quarterback. He's been asked to tutor Axel, in hopes of getting him back on track. A jock tutoring the nerd? That's unheard of.. Though, Axel isn't your typical nerd. Sure, he's a real bookworm and likes to spend his time reading, but that's not all there is to him. With a sob worthy past and hidden skills, Axel Miller may not be as much of a nerd as everyone thinks. --------------------- Started: 01/11/2019 Ended: 01/05/2020 --------------------- Top Rankings: #1 on jockxnerd 23/12/2019 #1 on jockxjock 25/04/2020 #1 on bxblove 20/05/2020 #2 on lgbt 23/05/2020 #1 on bxblove 29/05/2020 #1 on boyxboy 13/06/2020 #1 on familyconflict 22/06/2020 #1 on lgbtfiction 27/06/2020 #1 on fastpaced 27/06/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 12/07/2020 #1 on familyconflict 12/07/2020 #1 on teenlove 16/07/2020 #1 on fastpaced 16/07/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 16/07/2020 #1 on jockxjock 08/08/2020 #1 on familyconflict 02/11/2020 #1 on gayrelationship 02/11/2020 Special Rankings: #69 on basketball 😛 12/07/2020