"I wanted to fall of a bridge. Not in love. But then I met someone. Who made me forget the difference. _____________ "The worst thing was when she told me she was dying. She started smiling instead of crying." ~Ashton Irwin __________________________ Warning: triggering content throughout.

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

ashton needs saving. luke happens to be his therapist.

Luke and Ashton used to be best friends. They were inseparable. High school came and they faded apart. Two weeks into their freshman year, they stopped taking altogether. Yet every single night, they texted each other "goodnight." What happens when Ashton just can't handle it anymore? warnings: swearing, depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self-harm.

"What would you do if I jumped off this bridge, right in front of your eyes?" "I'd jump with you." ***(Ok I wrote this a while ago and it's so bad bUT ENJOY)***

"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that bothers you haha

There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.

The simplest things can remind you of someone. Even when you lose them, and get them back again, and lose them again. ~ In which Luke gave Ashton a pet rock when they were younger and Ashton looks at it every now and then to remind him of Luke. ~ warnings: swearing, abuse, depression, self-harm, suicidal.

Luke Hemmings is popular. Ashton Irwin is an outcast. Luke Hemmings is open about everything. Ashton Irwin has a secret. Luke Hemmings always asks himself: What is Ashton Irwin hiding?

The story of two boys. One depressed, one completely fine. Will it stay like that?