"Babygirl, you're meant to be on your knees, looking up not down. But you will always be higher than me, whether on my shoulders or riding me." {Originally known as Cravings}

"So You Waited For Me..." "Yes, As I Much As I Waited For You..." *************************************************** ? STOP‼️✋ Before going any further reading this book, I would like to say.......PLEASE DO NOT COPYRIGHT MY BOOK! Thank You- @itsdisorder?

[editing...] A story about two confusing people who have no idea of what they're doing. Ellie Mae Miller enters her senior year in hopes of starting fresh and wanting to experiment more to her missed teenager experiences. One day she reunites with the one and only, Jae Foster. The one boy she falls head over heels for. The one boy she keeps on going back to. Is it her kindness that brings her back? Or is it him? What will happen when this one boy makes her life even more confusing? One boy she hopes in changing. *mature content*

A Featured Wattpad Romance, Wattpad New Adult, and Wattpad Psychological Novel (triggering romance) **November 3, 2019: 1st place Winner of romance category for the Monthly Sunflower Awards (October) **December 12, 2019; genre winner of the romance category in The Zupe Awards **December 24, 2019: second place winner in romance for the Astrologists Awards **February 2020: placed first in Early Lovers category of Romance Reads Contest "You could get into trouble tempting the wrong person." She frowned at him, creating a slight crease between her eyebrows that was so unlike the rest of her flawless and perfect appearance. "Am I tempting you?" "No." His mind screamed, yes! She batted her eyelashes at him, her violet blue eyes bright. "Do I have to beg?" she asked with a pouty lower lip. *** Teagan Miller: He was known as a no-good ladies' man who lived for the moment. He didn't care about anyone or anything, save the few minutes of pleasure he found when he lost himself in his latest flame. Rain Sullivan: They call her the Ice Queen. She was a straitlaced, no-nonsense young woman who didn't have time for the type of games he played. For all intents and purposes they were like oil and water. They didn't mix. They shouldn't have fit. Yet one night changes everything; the night Rain steps down from her seemingly picture perfect pedestal to offer Teagan more temptation than he bargained for. Sparks fly when these two touch. Now it's up to them to decide if what they've found is worth the risk of getting a little burned. **I OWN THIS STORY! Please do not steal it! **Beware this story has mentions of sexual assault --- 04/23/20- reached 5k reads 05/30/20- reached 10k reads 07/06/20- reached 15k reads 08/09/20- reached 20k reads 09/21/20- reached 25k reads 11/11/20- reached 30k reads 01/04/21- reached 35k reads 03/24/21- reached 40k reads 04/29/21- reached 45k reads 06/05/21- reached 50k reads --- Started: August 2019 Completed: April 25, 2020

"Do you ever get scared of being happy?" He asked softly, also pretty tired. I kept my eyes closed as I answered, my fingers softly drawing circles on his chest. "All the time. I used to a lot more, but, the downfalls seem a lot less daunting now that I have someone to free-fall with," I replied, and I looked up to see him smile a little at that, "We're just dancing in the rain these days.. there's no need to be afraid of the inevitable clouds that are gonna pop up." • • • College. Officially a new start. Crystal can already feel the clean slate and new opportunities like a breath of fresh air. She's finally ready to move in towards a brighter future. She knows hard times will inevitably come throughout her life, but that no longer scares her. However, life does have a way of throwing the most unexpected of curveballs at you... Especially when you least are prepared for it. [BOOK TWO OF 'HOPELESSLY DEVOTED' SERIES] • • • !!! [ TRIGGER WARNING ] !!! • suicide, suicidal concepts • domestic abuse, sexual assault • substance abuse, alcoholism, addiction • anxiety, PTSD, panic attacks • strong language and mature scenes • • •

"You're not going to see him again, Ava." My daddy told me sternly. I narrowed my eyes at him, "Yes, I am." "No, you're not. It isn't up for debate." "What do you have against him?" I demanded, unable to control my anger any longer. "We're not discussing this Ava." "Why not?" "Because I said so." His voice boomed. The decision was final, he wasn't talking about it anymore. There was only one thing I ever wanted out of life and that was to find love. I wanted what my parents had; the love that made you want to be reckless and selfless, the kind that made you indescribably happy. I just didn't expect to find it the summer before my senior year, with the bad boy who moved in with my aunt and uncle. This book is the first of the Lake Triplet series, its told in Ava's point of view. The triplets are Layla and Bentley's kids from Hopelessly Devoted

after a prank gone terribly wrong, hayden jones is sent across country to caldwell academy, a school for the bitchy, the dangerous and the rebellious. and if that wasn't bad enough, it becomes much worse when hayden is accidentally put in the male dormitory, landing her in a room with the school's notorious heartbreaker, chase everett. [not edited...like at all]

Gabriella lives a beyond perfect life with her mom, her sister and her boyfriend of two years. She's finally at a place in her life where she is happy. Nothing has, and nothing will go wrong. However, after finding out some devastating news, Gabriella is forced to live across the hall from someone she has only just met, yet cannot stand already. Caleb Andrews. Just out of juvenile prison, Caleb is trying to mess with Gabriella's life as much as he can, attempting to make up for how messed up his own is. But, how thin is the line between love and hate? (#3 in Teen Fiction 06/04/16)

After surviving a tsunami together, art collector Genevieve and CEO Tristan face endless hurdles back home in the shape of vengeful exes and dark family secrets. ***** On the night before her entire life is changed, Genevieve Harding finds herself walking along Thailand's shoreline with a handsome stranger she only knows from magazine covers and newspaper headlines. Billionaire businessman Tristan Maddox is handsome and charming and it's not long before sparks fly. When tragedy strikes the next morning, their instant connection is tested in a way they never could have predicted. With their attraction pulling them together while a devastating tsunami knocks their lives into chaos, the two find themselves bound together by their shared experience. But upon returning home, life quickly becomes just as difficult as survival was. It's not long before secrets from the past and heartbreaking lies throw them back into rocky waters, threatening to tear them apart all over again. *Wattpad HQ's Editor's Pick - 2022* Content warning: This story contains mature sexual content and graphic scenes depicting a natural disaster and PTSD that comes from it. Also contains themes of blackmail and murder.

"Never call a girl a bitch," I glared into his eyes as he opened them, piercing into me, the bright blue drink I had just poured over him still dripping from his dark hair. "Or she just might act like one." I gave him one last sarcastic smile before pushing by him and walking away, practically strutting. Well, this year will be fun... • • • • Crystal Summers; a self-proclaimed expert in all things sarcastic and the human embodiment of destructive decisions. Trying to get away from her troubled past, she moves with her mom to California to start a new life, and potentially not screw this one up. There, she quickly meets Scarlett and Savanah, her new-found partners in crime, and her life finally begins to feel normal again for the first time in years. But she just so happens to also collide with the school's sexy, notorious jackass, Ashton Monroe.. and his pack of asswipes. She loathes him, and the feeling is mutual. But as the poets say, the line separating love and hate is a very thin one. And often times, when two people hate each other, it can grow into much more. Hopeless devotion, if you will... • • • • !!!TRIGGER WARNING!!! • slight mention(s) of suicidal concepts • substance abuse, addiction, anxiety, PTSD • sexual assault, domestic abuse • strong language and mature scenes • • • •