"I envy you, Hisoka." The magician's eyes widened in shock. "I envy you so much. You get to go around and be with whoever you want, while I'm stuck here as an assassin. An assassin who can't experience emotions. An assassin who only lived to be one of his family's drones. But still, I somehow failed at what I was born to do." Illumi tightened his grip around the older male's wrists, Hisoka silently staring at him from the blood-covered ground. "I can't even kill you, a stupid magician. Why do I have feelings for someone like you?..." ◽ Illumi Zoldyck, the oldest son to a family of world-class assassins and the fiancé to Chrollo Lucilfer. After an alliance was formed between the Zoldyck family and the Phantom Troupe, the two are involved in an arranged marriage. Though their relationship is mostly sexual, the two men have mutual respect for each other. When the oldest of the Zoldyck children has to go on a new mission, his latest target is like no other that he's faced before. But when things begin to become personal, Illumi gets caught in an affair that could possibly ruin his relationship. [COMPLETED] fanart used in cover by @/adaki on tumblr

Just a ton of oneshots of our favorite cold blooded killers! Will include smut and fluff and some mini stories. Enjoy!!

sooo... hewwwoooo... UwU

After working together for years, Hisoka finally gained the trust of Illumi's father, Silva Zoldyck. Illumi moves in with Hisoka, and feelings soon start to emerge.

"Promise you won't forget," the words left his mouth in such a way it made my heart drop. "Oh, Illu~," I sigh, holding him tightly against my chest, "never." -cover art is not mine, but I edited it-

Fluffy University AU about Hisoka and Illumi slowly falling in love ❤ badly written NSFW chapters in between lmao [Cover is an Art piece I commissioned @andini_sasaki (IG) with]

I held myself because you wouldn't. Angsty/Sad/Spicy •Cover art is not mine, but I edited it!•

After growing up in cold, unforgiving environments, Hisoka and Illumi cross paths. Both longing for something to make them feel warm.

Clearly, Hisoka and Illumi knew each other very well during the hunter exam. So how did they meet anyway? [cover credit to original artist]

The raven haired child looked up at the tall figures he knew to be his parents. "A disgrace!" His mother cried. "Do not worry, Kikyo, we can always try again. This one...will have other uses." The mammoth of a man with silver hair gazed down upon him with a calculating look, bordering on disgust. The boy stared back at his parents with big black orbs, the iris taking up most of his eyes. Some would say you could see a shimmer, perhaps a hint of light in those eyes, but alas, it was quickly snuffed out. (This story will contain many things that could trigger people, please be wary of this. triggers could include but are not limited to; torture, abuse( of all kinds) self loathing, self harm, sexual assault, mental breakdowns, and other such angst. This story will also include smut, if you are not comfortable with this, I suggest you do not read. Thank you)